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Edges of Perception
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Eleven-year-old Jessica Perk thinks she might be a photographer, a gymnast, a soccer player or maybe the first girl president of the United States. 'We'll just have to wait and see,' she says. But seeing is a problem for Jessica, who has Stargardt's, an inherited form of macular degeneration which usually appears between the ages of six and twenty and causes loss of sharpness of vision, decreased color vision, and blind spots. It's estimated that over 25,000 Americans have the disease, and there's no cure.
Jessica had normal vision until the age of eight and then, in a few short years, became legally blind. With the calm but determined support of her parents and teachers she attends a regular classroom, plays competitive soccer, and wants to ride her bike around the neighborhood on her own, though that makes her father really nervous.
She's also a serious runner, and her inspiration is Marla Runyan, a legally blind Olympic runner who also has Stargardt's. Jessica first met her hero by email, but in the film's final scenes she finally gets the chance to meet Marla in person and to exchange running tips and autographs.
'Edges of Perception shows how children with disabilities can frequently participate in the same activities as their classmates. Highly Recommended.' Educational Media Reviews Online
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Main credits
Kutner, Eric (film director)
Distributor subjects
Access, Rights and Realities; Adolescence; Captioned Films; Chronic Illness / Heart Disease; Disabilities; HealthcareKeywords
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Look all the way in front. To the
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right. Down. Left.
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Look at me.
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Okay? You\'re doing great.
My name is Jessica,
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and I am a very unique person. I\'m
eleven years old. My birthday is July
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13th, and my nickname is \'Peanut\'.
I like to play soccer and I
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like to do gymnastics. I have an eye problem
called Stargardt\'s. Stargardt\'s is a
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problem in the retina. E.
Okay.. can you see
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that? Mm-mm. Vision is exactly the
same, that itself has not changed.
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Do you notice any difference at all?
Not really. I
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don\'t expect it. Okay. She is as stable could
be. We first noticed it when she\'d be watching
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television, and we\'d see her up against the TV screen,
and we thought it was just something that she was doing,
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you know, naturally or... Kids do. Yeah. So we\'d say \'Jess,
get away from the screen\' and then it happened more and
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more, and then I guess we got a call from school,
or she went for a test? We went to a local
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optometrist and just had it checked
and he said \'Well, she\'s 20/30, not a
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problem.\' But the following year she was
complaining again, and she was 20/100 at that
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point. She could not read the eye
chart at all, and I was shocked.
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How you doin\'? They did not know
what it was. The eye doctor
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actually said to me \'You know, some little
girls just want glasses\', and I\'m like
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\'Oh really?\'. They started to
think she was faking it, because
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when they started putting in the magnifiers, she was
the exact same. So they didn\'t do any diagnosis
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other than \'there\'s a problem\'. And we didn\'t know
what the problem was. Take a seat, let me take a look.
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The retina is best thought
of like a camera,
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taking all the information that comes
into one\'s eye, doing all the processing.
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The retina has rods and cones. The
rods give us peripheral vision,
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depth perception. The cones
is the center vision.
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When you have Stargardt\'s disease, the part of
your vision that is predominantly affected is the
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center of your vision; the macula. Can you
see these little pigment changes and these
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subtle changes right here? That\'s where
the problem is. Okay, and that\'s why
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Jess has so much trouble looking straight on. So, is the
size of that related to the amount of the blockage?
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That\'s exactly the area that Jess is not seeing. (crosstalk)What\'s that white part?
(crosstalk)So somebody else could actually have a wider... Oh yeah, it could
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extend. In her, I do not anticipate it.
This really looks very stable.
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Somebody with Stargardt\'s will still
have very good depth perception,
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will be able to walk off the curb of a sidewalk,
it\'s just when you\'re looking straight on
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that you have the most difficulty.
Jessica uses her peripheral vision
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to see all the time. And, it\'s a strange
disease because Jessica is legally blind,
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but you can see her running around and she
doesn\'t bang into things. It\'s easy to
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forget that she has an eye problem. You guys are playing
great. Where\'s my water bottle? I don\'t know, go check.
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Where is she? Do you guys... Hey, listen. You know
they\'re a fast breaking team and they like to hang.
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If they come back deep, get behind them.
What makes you think I know where she is?
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Did you guys bring her water? You can
tend to forget that she has Stargardt\'s.
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For me, it\'s a safety issue. Like, she loves to
ride her bike, and now she wants to ride kind of
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away from the house. And she goes \'Dad, I know my way around,
I can find my way back home, why don\'t you just let me go?\'
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and I\'m not going to say it\'s \'cause I don\'t think
you can see very well. So I just keep saying
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\"Eh, it\'s not safe\' you
know \'we\'ll go together\'.
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Everything in the middle, it\'s just
not there. It\'s not dark, it\'s not
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white, it\'s not black. It\'s
sort of just disappears.
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Sometimes it takes the color of the
things around it, or sometimes it\'ll just
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be a huge grey blur spot. Oh, it
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skipped!
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I look up to someone most
people don\'t know. Her name
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is Marla Runyan. She is a
runner who is similar to me.
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Marla Runyan takes the lead,
followed by Amy Rudolph, and Shelayn
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Flannigan. Runyan is legally blind,
a remarkable success story. In 2000
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she became the first legally blind athlete to compete
in the Olympic games, and it looks like she\'ll
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be the winner today at the Boston High Performance.
Other than Marla Runyan, we don\'t know of anyone
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else that has Stargardt\'s, so she\'s very inspirational
for Jessica. As they come into the home
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stretch it\'s Runyan, Rudolph, Flannigan...
and Runyan wins at under 15! (inaudible)
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That\'s an official time of
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14: 59: 20. Murray Davis
coming down from the
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Nike (inaudible) team.
Stargardt\'s has taken away my
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ability to see detail. Anything
that\'s not grand in scale
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is not gonna be clear to me, so I
see the larger things. I see a
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person moving, but reading a stopwatch;
can\'t do it. I don\'t see that.
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2:12! I don\'t see clearly at distances
longer than 30 feet. When I go out to the
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track, it looks enormous Because
I go out there, I can\'t
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necessarily see the other side. In fact, if
there\'s hurdles in the way I wouldn\'t know.
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Marla races best when she races against opponents.
For one, normally when you get in the big
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races in Europe, she can\'t see the clock
anyways and she can\'t hear the announcer.
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So the only thing she has left to do is to race. The
fact that I can\'t see the clocks is not a good thing.
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I\'m not gonna sugarcoat it and say \'Oh, it makes me better,
makes me faster, stronger, and more-\' No, it\'s not
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true. Um, you know, I really believe that if
I could see the clocks it would be helpful.
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So, it is kind of a slight disadvantage. My thinking
is that, I get into the race, and if I can just
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get in there and compete, then the time will work
itself out. Good job, Marla. Hey, thanks [sp]Kenneth.
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Since my vision has been
this way for over 20 years,
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I\'ve forgotten what it\'s like
to see normal. This picture
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is from the sixth grade, and this was
a little athletic competition for
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all of the visually handicapped kids in
school which, was called \'VH\', and as you
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can tell I didn\'t enjoy it.
I was very unhappy that
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day and I didn\'t really care
much for segregated activity.
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There she is! Jessica in her element. Let\'s
go through the different people next to
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you. Jessica is in a regular school. It\'s nice
because she\'s had pretty much the same class-mates
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since kindergarten. We have large
books in every single class.
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Large books are sort of a hassle because
they\'re really heavy. From one small book
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that one of my friends uses, it\'s about
four big books for me. What\'s that word
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\'and\' called? What part of speech?
And, or, but, nor?
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Conjunction. Conjunction.
When I read most of the time
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I strain my eyes, which
will give me the biggest
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headache. I can go up to the board
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anytime I want. But, it means that
everybody\'s gonna say something
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and I have voices in my head going \'Jess, go
to your left\' \'Jess, go to your right\'. Bryan,
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do you everything copied? Maria, do you have
all these... My classmates. They goof off
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when they want to, they talk when they want
to. Everybody look up here! I work so hard so
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I can do the same stuff they do. If they were in my
shoes for two seconds, they\'d fall on the ground and
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cry. Is it okay if you don\'t
spell people\'s names right? To
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see how much more responsible
she is, is amazing. In the
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fifth grade her eyesight was deteriorating. She
decided that she\'d like to stand up and tell the
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class. She stood up in front of 20 other fifth
grader and said \'Look, I can\'t see your faces
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anymore. When we\'re outside playing soccer,
you need to tell me who I\'m kicking the ball
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to.\' And, for this young lady to stand up, at
ten years old, in front of all these other
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children, and to tell them this, was one of the most
courageous things I\'ve ever seen. It makes her feel better
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because now she knows that they understand
what she\'s going through. You coming to
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practice? I hope we do a lot of running.
\'Dear Peanut, congratulations
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on your soccer award. What
position do you play? I
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play center halfback so that I can
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run around the entire field.\' That\'s like
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me! Look, she did a little smiley face for
you there. Do you see that? \'Maybe in the
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future you can run the
5k.\' That\'s what she runs,
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Jess. \'Well, take care, good luck
in school, and keep running.
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I hope to see you again in the near future.
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Marla.\' Ah, that was great. Yeah that was great.
That was cool. Yeah, very nice. Can we print it?
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To me, wanting to connect to
somebody who understands, I think
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that\'s a good feeling to have, is just be able to have
that connection with someone. Because in a day to day
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life, I\'m never going to meet another person
who knows what I see. But, even if you
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look back in the sixth grade, I wasn\'t a
big fan of segregation and if I believe
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that my vision doesn\'t affect my running, I wanted to
competed against the best in the world, not just the
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best blind runner. 20!
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21! 22! 23! (inaudible)
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. And our (inaudible)
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women\'s champion from the (inaudible)
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three time winner (inaudible) Marla Runyan!
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[sil.]
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Thank you again to our race organizer,
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George Reegan, and also thank you to
Fry Hoppers for their unbelievable
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support. They keep this place going
and they keep us coming back
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year, after year, after year. But also I wanted to say to
take a good look at all these ladies up there on the stage.
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These are some incredible runners.
We run with our hearts, we love our
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sport, and if you\'re looking for role models you don\'t
need to look very hard. We\'re right here, and uh,
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we\'re going to be representing the United
States this year in the Olympic Games.
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[sil.]
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It says \'Marla Runyan autograph signing
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noon to 12:45\'. Thank you so much for
the beautiful email that you sent to
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us after we met you in New York.
This is Jessica and Janet, and we
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brought a picture we were wondering if you could
sign? Hi Matt, how are you? That\'s a nice picture.
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That one is the same one, but Jessie signed
it for you. Oh, so that\'s for me? Yes.
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Oh, thank you! I was thinking of you guys and
I thought \'Well, I know her name\'s peanut\'.
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To meet Marla Runyan was amazing,
and showing us that the world
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was open to Jessica even though she has
Stargardt\'s. Even though Jessica knew there was
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no cure for it, it was enlightening to
her to see someone in their 30\'s with
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Stargardt\'s saying \'Gee, she is older
and still has it\". Start right here.
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Don\'t forget, don\'t stop where they\'re starting, but run all the
way to the bottom. A lot of kids are slowing down right here.
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As far as Jessica\'s limitations, we don\'t know what
they are. We know what they are when it comes to
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watching television, we know what they are when it comes to
reading a book, but when it comes to the future we don\'t know.
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We don\'t know her limitations and it makes us a little
careful, but Jessica seems to know what they are.
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[sil.]
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What place did I get? What? How many people
were in front of me? I\'m not sure. Dad! Aw!
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It looked like four, maybe. Dad that\'s not
fair, you promised you\'d count. I tried,
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baby. (inaudible) How did you
think you did? I don\'t know!
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You did great. You promised me
that you\'d count! I think four.
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I think four! It could have been three.
It was three or four.
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This is who I am now. In the future I
may be a photographer, a gymnast, a
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horse-back rider, a soccer player, an
author, an illustrator, or maybe even
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President of the United States.
Well, we\'ll just have to
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wait and see. That\'s my goal,
to be President of the
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United States. First girl president.
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