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This series is based on real life stories
occurred in Chile during the civil-military dictatorship

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supported in the Rettig report, in judicial documents
and in the testimonies of relatives of Disappeared Detainees.

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THE SUSPENDED MOURNING

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did you hear that?

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Mom, it\'s Puntito

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The Puntito was my grandson.

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Son of Nalvia Rosa and
Luis Emilio Recabarren, my son.

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A neighbor found him
abandoned on the street,

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after been
left by a car,

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which also got my two older children,
and my pregnant daughter-in-law.

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Since that day,
my life would change forever.

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The next morning,
Manuel and I were going to find out

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What had happened to our children

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He left before because I
had to stay comforting Puntito,

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who still didn\'t understand
What was happening.

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I\'ll never forget when
my partner left,

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I felt my chest tighten,

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but I thought I did not have to give
importance to something like that.

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Hours later, they even told us
that Manuel had also been arrested.

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I lost four loved ones,
but I had to remain being a mother,

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I had to turn grief into hope
and start looking for ours,

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that\'s how we went out to the street
and started to fight.

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They destroyed many families,
but they forgot

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of a very beautiful word, love,
they never believed that

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for love we were going
to resist and grow.

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I was never alone, I met a lot
of people in the same situation

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that gave me strength
necessary to continue,

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I know that we are not
gonna find them alive,

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but we survived to testimony, so that
this never happens again in Chile.

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And if the bodies of
Manuel, my children, my daughter-in-law

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and my unborn grandson appear, I would
continue to struggle to know the truth.

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While there is only one
single disappeared and have strength,

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I will continue looking for justice.

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My tears I turned them into fight,
but I wanna cry,

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I want to cry a lot, but when
know the truth, when there is justice.

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And if I do not get to cry,
others will cry for me.

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Detained and disappeared

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Condemned