Desert of Namibia
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21-year-old Kana (rising star Yuumi Kawai) works a disaffected job at a beauty salon, where she bristles against the beauty expectations placed on women her age. Her erratic mood and default to self-destruct impact all of her relationships, as moments of levity erupt into violence and optimism simmers to despair. Bored with her slavish boyfriend, she finds another; the novel excitement of it all soon devolves into a volatile predicament. Uncommitted and trapped in her own life, Kana slowly makes her way towards the inner desert of her emotions.
Alternating between claustrophobic blocking, ample zooms and expressive whip-pans brought together by dryly comedic editing and an intense actor’s direction, the sophomore effort from director Yoko Yamanaka (the youngest filmmaker to have a film selected at the Berlin International Film Festival with her 2017 debut Amiko) provides a frank and dynamic examination of womanhood and mental health in contemporary Japan. Inspired by the female protagonists of Yasuzo Masumura as much as the intense Cassavetes/Rowlands collaboration, Yamanaka breaks out with a work of stark confrontational honesty.
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You know what an invoice is
but didn’t sign it?
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No.
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- Explain it to me.
- Uh...
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Like I said, you have to study harder.
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Welcome.
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Okay.
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So what are you doing here with us?
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So what are you doing here with us?
Hi, Ichika.
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So what are you doing here with us?
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- Iced coffee.
- Okay.
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Sorry I'm late.
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- You look well.
- Yeah?
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- Can you tell?
- Yeah.
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What's up? You look down.
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You haven't touched it.
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You can have it.
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Yay.
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When are you gonna give it
some serious thought?
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People who are blessed should think and act first.
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People who are blessed should think and act first.
What’s the matter?
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People who are blessed should think and act first.
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Consider it your own problem.
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Well... You see...
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Chiaki...
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is dead.
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Chiaki? Which Chiaki?
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Chiaki Sano.
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Here's your iced coffee.
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Ick. Paper straw.
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Chiaki Sano?
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In Class 1.
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She and I used to be
in the same homeroom.
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You mean Curly Head?
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- Yeah.
- What happened?
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I don't know.
There was no suicide note.
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- She committed suicide?
- Yeah.
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On a door knob
at her parents' house.
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It actually works?
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Absolutely not. It's what haters read.
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Absolutely not. It's what haters read.
What?
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Absolutely not. It's what haters read.
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I heard the door knob
isn't that effective.
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Really?
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She used a Mac charger cable.
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There's one that's long enough?
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I don't know if it's true.
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At her parents' house?
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Yeah.
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Her mom has no idea why
she took her own life.
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Parents are clueless.
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Post a complaint on the Prime Minister’s Website
Parents are clueless.
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Post a complaint on the Prime Minister’s Website
You think so?
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Okay.
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Okay.
If you really want to die,
you wouldn't let your parents know.
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If you really want to die,
you wouldn't let your parents know.
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There's no hope in the world.
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Maybe you're right...
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TV programs encourage frugal living.
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And...
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As if it’s a virtue.
And...
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As if it’s a virtue.
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Also...
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the day before she died
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A courteous life.
the day before she died
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Well put.
the day before she died
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Japan is doomed cause of low birth rate and poverty.
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Japan is doomed cause of low birth rate and poverty.
she suddenly video called me.
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she suddenly video called me.
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- She did?
- Yeah.
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I know, what’s the use of working?
Out of the blue. I was so surprised.
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We'd been out of touch since high school.
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Survival is our short-term goal.
We'd been out of touch since high school.
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We'd been out of touch since high school.
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People used to work hard during the day,
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People used to work hard during the day,
But even after all these years,
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but after work, they’d let loose
it felt like nothing had changed
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at no-panties hot pot restaurants.
it felt like nothing had changed
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at no-panties hot pot restaurants.
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- To add thrill to life?
- Yes, yes.
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Nowadays, people either work all the time
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or they go to no-panties
hot pot restaurants.
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- Two ends of the spectrum.
- Are you serious? No way.
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What's a no-panties
hot pot restaurant?
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You reacted like you knew.
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The waitresses don't wear panties
under their skirts.
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You see, the restaurant's floor
is covered with mirrors.
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Is that fun?
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I don't know.
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There's no time to look when you're eating hot pot.
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There's no time to look when you're eating hot pot.
She asked if I still drink sugar syrup.
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- Hot pot takes a while.
- That’s true.
She asked if I still drink sugar syrup.
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It's ridiculous.
She told me she used to call me an insect behind my back.
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She told me she used to call me an insect behind my back.
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We’re talking about leading a balanced life.
She told me she used to call me an insect behind my back.
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We’re talking about leading a balanced life.
It cracked me up.
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We’re talking about leading a balanced life.
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Wait a sec...
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So we were talking
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You think the modern ways are correct?
but in the end,
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but in the end,
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we ran out of things to talk about.
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Like I said, we're talking about
I said, we should meet up soon,
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leading a balanced life!
I said, we should meet up soon,
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Balance?
leading a balanced life!
and hung up.
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I thought...
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Think about Nasubi.
I thought...
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Think about Nasubi.
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Think about Nasubi.
We should have made plans.
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Nasubi?
Like tomorrow or next Monday
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The comedian who lived on sweepstakes winnings.
Like tomorrow or next Monday
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The comedian who lived on sweepstakes winnings.
or any other date.
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The comedian who lived on sweepstakes winnings.
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Maybe she thought
you were just being polite.
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Give me a second.
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Bye.
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I don't wanna go home.
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Are you okay?
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Wanna go somewhere?
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May I join you?
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Buy me a drink?
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Thank you.
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Raise your glasses!
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Cheers!
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Cheers, cheers, Cheerios!
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Bottoms up! Bottoms up!
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- You're leaving?
- Already?
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See you. Go home safely.
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Hi there.
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You're really hot.
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Drinking at a host club?
Can you afford it?
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You have great skin.
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Are you already working somewhere?
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I see.
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I'll give you 10,000 yen
for your number.
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Leave me alone, loser.
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Don't act so tough, stupid cunt.
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Shut up.
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You wouldn't have a job
without your stupid cunts.
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Ugly whore.
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- Who's that?
- I don't know.
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What do you have?
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- For me?
- It suits you.
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Cool.
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It reminded me of you.
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Dude...
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- You should stay away from her.
- Why?
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She has syphilis.
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Screw you.
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Let's go.
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What a jerk.
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He's a lowlife sleazebag.
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Go to hell!
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Are you finished?
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Not yet.
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My bladder was full.
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Whatever.
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It feels nice.
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Are your parents awake?
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I don't know. Why?
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I wanna see your photos.
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Photos?
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From your childhood.
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You can see them next time.
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I'll get off here.
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Thanks.
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See you.
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Good night.
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Get home safe.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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- Your key?
- I don't have it.
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Drink this.
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Thanks.
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Take your pill.
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How was Ichika?
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She felt better after a few drinks.
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Good.
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Can you get up?
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Ready? Here we go.
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You smell like
a whole lot of things.
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Take a bath.
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No... I can't...
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Hold on.
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Raise your hands.
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Okay.
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I'm fine.
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Open your mouth.
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Got it?
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Let's let the gel rest.
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It makes the skin smooth
and prevents hair growth.
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Please lie face up
for the next procedure.
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Nothing to the bikini line
and just the vaginal and anus areas?
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Yes, thank you.
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Bend your left leg.
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It'll get cold.
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It'll get cold.
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It'll get cold.
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Today, free of charge.
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I can laser the back of your hands.
Would you like that?
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That'd be great.
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I don't have any hair.
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How about a finger?
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I'll take you upstairs.
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- You're all 18?
- Yes.
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College students?
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First year.
I brought my classmates here today.
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Nice. I wish I'd done this
when I was younger.
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Better sooner than later.
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My parents didn't let me
when I was in high school.
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I see.
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There are hair removal salons
for kids these days,
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so things are changing.
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- Seriously?
- Hair removal for kids?
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But it sounds great.
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What do you want from Sapporo?
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What do you want as a souvenir?
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Up to you.
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Stop saying up to you
all the time.
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Sorry.
00:20:16.089 --> 00:20:18.091
- I'll let you know.
- Okay.
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Drink some water.
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Are you gonna go
to a sex place in Susukino?
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No, I won't.
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Your boss will make you.
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I'll refuse.
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Will you mix this?
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No eggs?
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Later.
00:21:12.437 --> 00:21:16.441
Are you guys gonna line up
and suck on tits?
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No.
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But you're a realtor.
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That's a biased view of realtors.
00:21:30.622 --> 00:21:32.416
Let's do a role play.
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I'll be your boss.
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Okay.
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Honda, how are things
with your girlfriend?
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Really well. I love her.
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That's great.
00:21:49.391 --> 00:21:56.356
But isn't it in a man's nature
to try different flavors?
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Give me a break. Who's that?
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Listen. It's an order.
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You're fired if you won't go.
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Then fire me.
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Don't do that yet.
Wait for the onion.
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Okay.
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It's Ichika.
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Hello?
00:22:41.276 --> 00:22:42.277
No problem.
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What did she say?
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She was crying.
00:23:08.428 --> 00:23:09.429
Is she okay?
00:23:10.347 --> 00:23:12.349
I think she wants to see me.
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I see.
00:23:15.685 --> 00:23:16.978
You should go.
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But...
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I can freeze them.
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- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
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You should be with her.
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You think so? Thanks.
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You're welcome.
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I don't know what to eat every day.
00:24:13.994 --> 00:24:14.995
I know what you mean.
00:24:17.831 --> 00:24:22.836
But we won't die because
we'll eat something anyway.
00:24:28.091 --> 00:24:30.093
I don't like poo pad pong curry.
00:24:30.093 --> 00:24:31.094
Why not?
00:24:32.012 --> 00:24:34.014
The crab looks gross.
00:24:34.931 --> 00:24:37.893
But a cute name.
Poo pad pong curry.
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Poo pad pong curry.
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Your drinks.
00:24:46.109 --> 00:24:48.111
- What?
- Hold on.
00:24:48.153 --> 00:24:50.113
I have to pee!
00:24:56.203 --> 00:24:58.205
Wait. Me too!
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- I'm going first.
- Let me.
00:25:01.208 --> 00:25:03.210
- No.
- I can't hold it.
00:25:03.210 --> 00:25:05.212
Hey!
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- Spread your legs.
- No!
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I don't believe this.
00:25:21.937 --> 00:25:23.939
I can't pee like this.
00:25:39.120 --> 00:25:41.122
It's coming now.
00:25:51.132 --> 00:25:52.133
What?
00:25:58.098 --> 00:25:59.099
Am I pretty?
00:26:00.559 --> 00:26:01.560
Yes.
00:26:13.822 --> 00:26:14.823
The other day...
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I said I'm fine with
the way things are now.
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You?
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Me.
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I said you could take your time.
00:26:39.306 --> 00:26:40.307
Yes.
00:26:44.811 --> 00:26:45.812
But...
00:26:48.982 --> 00:26:51.276
It hurts my pride to say this but...
00:26:53.778 --> 00:26:55.989
I want you to break up with him.
00:26:57.240 --> 00:26:58.283
Right away.
00:27:03.371 --> 00:27:04.497
Right away?
00:27:10.337 --> 00:27:11.921
Okay.
00:27:14.549 --> 00:27:16.551
Thank you.
00:27:19.679 --> 00:27:20.930
Next time,
00:27:21.931 --> 00:27:25.894
I want to see you
after you've broken up with him.
00:29:02.699 --> 00:29:04.701
There's food in the kitchen.
00:29:05.744 --> 00:29:07.370
Don't forget to drink water.
00:29:08.496 --> 00:29:09.581
I'm going.
00:33:11.239 --> 00:33:12.740
Hello.
00:33:12.949 --> 00:33:15.201
I'm Miyama, here to
assist in your treatment.
00:33:24.752 --> 00:33:28.756
I'll take care of the unshaved hairs.
00:34:10.465 --> 00:34:14.469
Why does that old woman
want a hairless pubic area?
00:34:14.761 --> 00:34:16.054
I don't care.
00:34:18.473 --> 00:34:21.434
Are you gonna do it
if you need to be nursed?
00:34:21.476 --> 00:34:23.436
No.
00:34:24.437 --> 00:34:27.440
It wouldn't matter to me if I'm senile.
00:34:28.107 --> 00:34:30.109
It'd be easier
to clean your poop.
00:34:32.278 --> 00:34:33.529
How thoughtful.
00:34:34.447 --> 00:34:36.407
But hair grows back.
00:34:39.827 --> 00:34:42.246
How about you?
00:34:43.331 --> 00:34:44.373
No way.
00:35:10.900 --> 00:35:12.360
Coming.
00:35:12.360 --> 00:35:13.361
Delivery.
00:35:24.330 --> 00:35:27.291
A delivery for Ms. Kana Miyama.
00:35:27.333 --> 00:35:28.417
Please sign here.
00:35:33.422 --> 00:35:34.423
Thank you.
00:36:14.380 --> 00:36:16.382
Kana? What are you doing?
00:36:17.675 --> 00:36:18.676
Gum on my shoe.
00:36:21.220 --> 00:36:22.221
Let me.
00:36:25.474 --> 00:36:26.475
Thanks.
00:36:26.475 --> 00:36:27.476
Where's Ichika?
00:36:28.477 --> 00:36:29.478
I don't know.
00:36:29.729 --> 00:36:31.731
Come on over.
I'll give you a discount.
00:36:33.649 --> 00:36:34.650
- Okay.
- Let's go.
00:36:58.633 --> 00:37:01.969
Sorry, Kana, I'm wanted at another table.
00:39:38.417 --> 00:39:40.711
I like sweet and salty
at the same time.
00:39:56.644 --> 00:39:57.645
What's the matter?
00:40:02.400 --> 00:40:04.360
I went there.
00:40:09.657 --> 00:40:10.658
I'm sorry.
00:40:18.707 --> 00:40:19.959
I went to a sex place.
00:40:29.260 --> 00:40:30.261
Sorry.
00:40:31.262 --> 00:40:32.263
I'm so sorry.
00:40:32.721 --> 00:40:35.724
I couldn't say no to my boss.
00:40:43.774 --> 00:40:45.776
He insisted?
00:40:48.779 --> 00:40:49.780
Yeah.
00:40:55.536 --> 00:40:56.537
Get up.
00:41:02.251 --> 00:41:04.253
Bring me the ashtray.
00:41:20.227 --> 00:41:21.395
I'm sorry.
00:41:22.021 --> 00:41:23.439
I really am.
00:41:24.648 --> 00:41:25.858
I am so sorry.
00:41:27.943 --> 00:41:29.945
I was forced to go.
00:41:30.196 --> 00:41:31.197
But...
00:41:33.199 --> 00:41:35.201
I couldn't get it up.
00:41:41.165 --> 00:41:43.167
I just couldn't.
00:41:44.043 --> 00:41:45.044
The girl was surprised.
00:41:47.171 --> 00:41:48.172
It pissed me off.
00:41:50.174 --> 00:41:53.135
Right... Whatever.
00:41:54.136 --> 00:41:56.138
You were pissed?
That was rude.
00:42:00.726 --> 00:42:01.727
I was.
00:42:03.145 --> 00:42:04.146
You're right.
00:42:05.731 --> 00:42:07.107
Sorry.
00:42:07.983 --> 00:42:09.485
Bad choice of words.
00:42:32.091 --> 00:42:33.092
Hey!
00:42:49.024 --> 00:42:52.027
Hold on.
It's slippery with sweat.
00:42:54.488 --> 00:42:56.031
It's stuck.
00:43:10.212 --> 00:43:11.213
A cashew nut?
00:43:13.007 --> 00:43:14.174
No.
00:43:14.258 --> 00:43:15.259
No?
00:43:21.265 --> 00:43:22.975
Getting cold feet?
00:43:24.518 --> 00:43:25.519
No. I'll do it.
00:44:58.404 --> 00:45:01.657
DESERT OF NAMIBIA
00:45:24.471 --> 00:45:27.433
What about these right here?
00:45:28.142 --> 00:45:29.184
I don't know.
00:45:35.607 --> 00:45:37.568
Watch the steps.
00:45:42.489 --> 00:45:44.450
- I'm setting it down.
- OK.
00:45:58.881 --> 00:46:00.007
Hey.
00:46:05.387 --> 00:46:07.389
You and me...
00:46:09.224 --> 00:46:14.229
I think we can help
each other grow.
00:46:43.926 --> 00:46:44.927
What are you doing?
00:46:45.010 --> 00:46:46.094
Oh...
00:46:49.515 --> 00:46:51.308
Let me sleep.
00:46:51.308 --> 00:46:53.310
But...
00:46:53.519 --> 00:46:55.479
there's a small bug.
00:46:57.356 --> 00:46:58.690
A termite?
00:47:00.150 --> 00:47:01.151
No.
00:47:04.488 --> 00:47:06.490
Then forget it.
00:47:06.740 --> 00:47:09.743
- You don't mind?
- No.
00:47:10.452 --> 00:47:14.456
I didn't want you to freak out over a bug.
00:47:20.462 --> 00:47:23.423
It's not looking good.
00:47:28.053 --> 00:47:32.057
Get dressed, okay?
Our stuff might be coming.
00:47:32.432 --> 00:47:35.853
I'll be back in the afternoon.
Let's go shopping.
00:47:36.436 --> 00:47:37.437
See you later.
00:47:37.855 --> 00:47:39.273
Bye.
00:52:59.342 --> 00:53:00.594
You look upset.
00:53:05.348 --> 00:53:06.349
I'm not.
00:53:06.349 --> 00:53:07.350
Really?
00:53:08.852 --> 00:53:10.854
Can I count your bones?
00:53:11.855 --> 00:53:13.857
The vertebrae on your spine.
00:53:15.317 --> 00:53:19.321
One, two, three.
00:53:20.071 --> 00:53:25.035
Four, five, six.
00:53:25.911 --> 00:53:28.914
Seven, eight.
00:53:29.915 --> 00:53:31.875
It feels ticklish.
00:53:31.917 --> 00:53:32.876
Ten.
00:53:33.293 --> 00:53:37.297
13, 14, 15.
00:53:39.549 --> 00:53:40.884
So many.
00:53:46.890 --> 00:53:48.600
How many are there?
00:53:48.642 --> 00:53:49.643
I lost count.
00:53:52.270 --> 00:53:53.271
I love you.
00:54:11.206 --> 00:54:13.166
Ready?
00:54:28.431 --> 00:54:30.433
- Ready?
- Not yet.
00:54:36.606 --> 00:54:38.608
I should bring something.
00:54:38.942 --> 00:54:39.943
Not necessary.
00:54:40.443 --> 00:54:41.945
I haven't bought anything.
00:54:42.821 --> 00:54:44.823
Don't worry about it.
00:54:45.615 --> 00:54:48.576
I don't want them
to think I'm impolite.
00:54:55.375 --> 00:54:57.002
How do I look?
00:54:57.043 --> 00:55:00.046
You look great.
Let's go.
00:55:00.046 --> 00:55:02.048
I'm not ready yet.
00:56:01.941 --> 00:56:03.902
- May I?
- Of course.
00:56:03.902 --> 00:56:07.489
You're beautiful.
Makeup does wonders.
00:56:07.906 --> 00:56:08.907
Thank you.
00:56:09.366 --> 00:56:11.368
You have a small face like a model.
00:56:11.409 --> 00:56:12.452
Stand up.
00:56:13.578 --> 00:56:14.579
Okay.
00:56:15.455 --> 00:56:16.915
My gosh...
00:56:17.791 --> 00:56:20.794
Look at you.
You have a great body.
00:56:21.461 --> 00:56:22.879
Hey... Arisa.
00:56:24.881 --> 00:56:25.882
Come here.
00:56:26.883 --> 00:56:28.843
- What is it?
- Stand next to her.
00:56:28.885 --> 00:56:31.846
I think she's taller than you.
00:56:31.846 --> 00:56:32.847
Stand back to back.
00:56:33.848 --> 00:56:34.849
Like that.
00:56:34.849 --> 00:56:37.852
See? Around 170 cm?
00:56:37.852 --> 00:56:38.853
Not that tall.
00:56:38.853 --> 00:56:40.855
It must be from healthy eating.
00:56:42.816 --> 00:56:43.858
Amazing.
00:56:44.526 --> 00:56:45.819
Hiro!
00:56:49.614 --> 00:56:53.618
She says that all the time
but I'm not that tall.
00:56:53.827 --> 00:56:54.828
I see.
00:56:55.829 --> 00:56:57.831
Being pregnant makes me slouch.
00:57:01.793 --> 00:57:03.795
How far along are you?
00:57:04.129 --> 00:57:05.130
Eight months.
00:57:07.048 --> 00:57:08.049
I'm almost there.
00:58:50.568 --> 00:58:52.570
You're being naughty.
01:00:54.484 --> 01:00:56.486
Hi there.
01:00:58.363 --> 01:00:59.489
Your girlfriend?
01:00:59.489 --> 01:01:00.823
Long time no see.
01:01:00.865 --> 01:01:02.867
Yes. This is Kana.
01:01:04.869 --> 01:01:05.870
Hello.
01:01:06.579 --> 01:01:09.874
Kana? Me too.
Short for Kanako.
01:01:17.048 --> 01:01:18.508
Kana!
01:01:18.841 --> 01:01:21.844
- I didn't see you.
- I just got here.
01:01:21.844 --> 01:01:23.846
- How are you?
- Good.
01:01:24.430 --> 01:01:26.516
- It's good to see you.
- Yes.
01:01:26.641 --> 01:01:28.643
- Did you eat?
- Not yet.
01:01:29.811 --> 01:01:32.063
- Hungry?
- A little.
01:01:32.105 --> 01:01:34.816
Let's go get something to eat.
01:01:34.816 --> 01:01:35.817
Yeah.
01:01:36.484 --> 01:01:38.486
- Have you guys met?
- Yes.
01:01:39.487 --> 01:01:40.488
Kana.
01:01:41.030 --> 01:01:42.031
Kana.
01:01:42.198 --> 01:01:44.575
- Short for Kanako.
- Kana.
01:02:10.435 --> 01:02:12.395
I'll catch the ash.
01:02:12.979 --> 01:02:13.980
Sorry.
01:02:14.021 --> 01:02:15.982
- Is he asleep?
- Yes.
01:02:18.901 --> 01:02:21.279
- Don't put it out.
- Thank you.
01:02:21.404 --> 01:02:24.907
I'm sorry we couldn't talk more before.
01:02:24.907 --> 01:02:26.325
No problem.
01:02:26.492 --> 01:02:28.327
It's my fault.
01:02:28.494 --> 01:02:32.498
I can't stay still.
I have to keep moving around.
01:02:39.881 --> 01:02:41.841
I love your nose ring.
01:02:42.842 --> 01:02:47.513
Sorry. I was gonna take it off
but it hasn't healed yet.
01:02:47.847 --> 01:02:50.349
You don't have to.
01:02:51.309 --> 01:02:53.102
Looks good on you.
01:02:54.228 --> 01:02:55.229
Sorry.
01:02:55.563 --> 01:02:57.231
Don't apologize.
01:02:57.440 --> 01:03:01.235
New Yorkers said
the Japanese apologizes too much.
01:03:01.235 --> 01:03:02.236
Yeah.
01:03:02.570 --> 01:03:06.574
And I apologized
for apologizing too much.
01:03:08.201 --> 01:03:10.203
You're always apologizing.
01:03:13.956 --> 01:03:14.957
What about the Chinese?
01:03:18.878 --> 01:03:20.171
Let's see...
01:03:22.924 --> 01:03:24.509
Did your mom grow up in Japan?
01:03:25.384 --> 01:03:28.095
She came here for university.
01:03:28.721 --> 01:03:31.182
Is that right?
01:03:31.724 --> 01:03:33.434
She must be really smart.
01:03:35.019 --> 01:03:36.145
Fluent in Japanese?
01:03:37.146 --> 01:03:40.149
Yes. My grandma is Japanese.
01:03:40.316 --> 01:03:41.317
I see.
01:03:41.901 --> 01:03:43.152
That's great.
01:03:44.487 --> 01:03:47.198
I gave birth to him
in New York but...
01:03:48.115 --> 01:03:51.118
My job brought us back to Japan.
01:03:51.452 --> 01:03:52.537
Right?
01:03:53.538 --> 01:03:56.123
But we were there for a year.
01:03:56.791 --> 01:03:57.792
Yeah.
01:03:59.836 --> 01:04:02.839
We wanted him to go to an inter,
01:04:03.089 --> 01:04:05.091
but he adamantly refused.
01:04:07.093 --> 01:04:09.095
I bet he regrets it.
01:04:12.306 --> 01:04:13.307
Inter?
01:04:14.058 --> 01:04:15.393
International school.
01:04:15.560 --> 01:04:17.562
Oh, international school.
01:05:23.419 --> 01:05:24.420
Hey.
01:05:30.259 --> 01:05:31.218
Hey!
01:05:41.520 --> 01:05:42.521
Hey.
01:05:44.899 --> 01:05:45.816
What?
01:05:46.442 --> 01:05:47.568
Let's eat.
01:05:48.569 --> 01:05:51.530
That time already?
Will you wait a bit?
01:05:52.782 --> 01:05:54.784
How long is a bit?
01:05:55.159 --> 01:05:56.494
30 minutes or so.
01:05:56.494 --> 01:05:58.496
You said that before.
01:05:59.246 --> 01:06:00.456
I'm almost done.
01:06:02.208 --> 01:06:04.210
But you don't want
to eat alone.
01:06:07.171 --> 01:06:11.175
Keep yourself occupied until I'm finished.
01:06:12.510 --> 01:06:14.512
Occupied how?
01:06:15.513 --> 01:06:17.473
Why don't you watch a movie?
01:06:18.891 --> 01:06:20.518
A movie?
01:06:20.601 --> 01:06:21.852
No?
01:06:24.814 --> 01:06:27.483
What's the use
of watching a movie?
01:06:34.740 --> 01:06:36.742
What's wrong?
01:06:37.743 --> 01:06:40.746
Sorry. I'm hungry.
01:06:40.997 --> 01:06:42.957
You're hungry?
01:06:47.712 --> 01:06:49.714
That's not what
your stomach is saying.
01:06:51.716 --> 01:06:52.717
You idiot.
01:06:55.052 --> 01:06:56.053
Stop it.
01:07:50.357 --> 01:07:51.358
What?
01:07:53.277 --> 01:07:54.278
Who do you think you are?
01:07:54.779 --> 01:07:55.946
Huh?
01:07:57.990 --> 01:07:59.200
Pick it up.
01:08:03.579 --> 01:08:04.747
Sorry.
01:08:07.458 --> 01:08:09.126
You're scaring me.
01:08:09.168 --> 01:08:10.169
Sorry.
01:08:11.921 --> 01:08:13.923
Why are you snapping at me?
01:08:13.923 --> 01:08:15.925
I said I'm sorry!
01:08:17.551 --> 01:08:18.552
You're crazy.
01:08:18.552 --> 01:08:19.553
Shut up.
01:08:22.306 --> 01:08:23.099
Excuse me?
01:08:23.140 --> 01:08:26.936
Sorry. Please just don't say
anything right now.
01:08:27.061 --> 01:08:28.270
I'm not!
01:08:31.899 --> 01:08:33.275
I need to cool off.
01:08:33.275 --> 01:08:35.277
- You're leaving?
- Yeah.
01:08:35.277 --> 01:08:37.279
Tell me what's going on.
01:08:37.279 --> 01:08:40.116
Not now. I want to be alone and think.
01:08:40.199 --> 01:08:41.659
- About what?
- I don't know.
01:08:41.700 --> 01:08:42.993
Then I'll leave.
01:08:43.077 --> 01:08:45.162
I need some fresh air.
01:08:45.204 --> 01:08:47.373
No! I'll go!
01:10:28.807 --> 01:10:30.768
Here you are.
01:11:29.326 --> 01:11:30.327
Kana.
01:11:42.840 --> 01:11:46.844
I'm sorry. I think I was overwhelmed.
01:11:54.810 --> 01:11:57.813
I was so happy that we got together...
01:12:01.817 --> 01:12:02.818
But...
01:12:05.821 --> 01:12:07.823
We should be our own person...
01:12:15.539 --> 01:12:16.790
After we became a couple
01:12:18.792 --> 01:12:21.754
I got scared
of merging into a single identity.
01:12:24.757 --> 01:12:26.759
So I was unconsciously fighting it.
01:12:33.766 --> 01:12:34.767
In any case
01:12:37.102 --> 01:12:40.105
I should've told you how I felt.
01:12:46.236 --> 01:12:48.238
It was all in my head.
01:13:01.251 --> 01:13:03.253
I'm sorry.
01:13:21.438 --> 01:13:22.481
Don't leave me.
01:13:31.073 --> 01:13:33.033
Want some water?
01:14:01.353 --> 01:14:02.479
Cigarette?
01:15:51.755 --> 01:15:53.173
All right.
01:15:56.760 --> 01:15:58.178
Should we go out?
01:16:36.675 --> 01:16:37.676
You know...
01:16:41.388 --> 01:16:43.390
A place like this...
01:16:43.390 --> 01:16:45.392
A place like this?
01:16:47.352 --> 01:16:49.730
I wouldn't want to work here.
01:16:49.855 --> 01:16:51.857
You wouldn't want to work here.
01:16:53.775 --> 01:16:54.860
Hey, you can talk.
01:16:58.113 --> 01:16:59.114
I'm healed.
01:17:00.115 --> 01:17:01.116
You're healed.
01:17:10.334 --> 01:17:12.336
My leg...
01:17:12.336 --> 01:17:14.338
- What?
- My leg.
01:17:35.275 --> 01:17:36.276
There.
01:17:36.276 --> 01:17:37.277
Thanks.
01:17:57.047 --> 01:17:58.048
Hayashi.
01:17:59.132 --> 01:18:01.134
Hey, Mieno.
01:18:01.176 --> 01:18:02.177
What's up?
01:18:03.428 --> 01:18:04.471
I'm on a date.
01:18:05.222 --> 01:18:08.225
At the government building? Nice.
01:18:12.104 --> 01:18:14.189
Is your office here?
01:18:14.189 --> 01:18:17.442
No. I had a meeting
with the governor.
01:18:17.776 --> 01:18:18.777
Ick.
01:18:19.403 --> 01:18:21.863
He's a bureaucrat. A snob.
01:18:23.281 --> 01:18:27.285
Don't be so biased.
We're just doing our jobs.
01:18:30.288 --> 01:18:33.250
Mieno, a classmate
from high school and college.
01:18:33.709 --> 01:18:36.712
He tweaked his resume
and joined the Finance Ministry.
01:18:37.129 --> 01:18:38.714
His colleague was caught doing drugs.
01:18:39.423 --> 01:18:42.384
Don't say things to increase the bias.
01:18:43.468 --> 01:18:45.429
Although it's true.
01:18:48.348 --> 01:18:50.434
This is Kana, my girlfriend.
01:18:50.684 --> 01:18:52.769
Nice to meet you.
01:18:55.272 --> 01:18:56.690
I heard you quit your job.
01:18:56.690 --> 01:18:57.691
What are you doing now?
01:18:58.442 --> 01:19:00.068
This and that.
01:19:01.945 --> 01:19:03.655
Iguchi wants to see you.
01:19:07.367 --> 01:19:09.619
I have to go.
Let's go out.
01:19:09.661 --> 01:19:10.662
- Yeah.
- See ya.
01:19:11.246 --> 01:19:12.247
Bye.
01:20:59.813 --> 01:21:01.773
You don't need this anymore.
01:21:09.781 --> 01:21:11.741
Get my cigs.
01:21:11.825 --> 01:21:12.826
They're right there.
01:21:20.166 --> 01:21:22.127
You can get it yourself.
01:21:25.964 --> 01:21:26.965
It still hurts.
01:21:27.215 --> 01:21:28.216
Where?
01:21:57.329 --> 01:21:58.830
Good morning.
01:22:00.206 --> 01:22:02.626
Are you okay?
Back to work so soon?
01:22:02.667 --> 01:22:04.002
I'm fine.
01:22:05.211 --> 01:22:08.214
Good thing it wasn't a serious injury.
01:22:08.798 --> 01:22:10.800
Thanks.
01:22:14.220 --> 01:22:16.222
This is Wakana, our new colleague.
01:22:16.640 --> 01:22:18.642
I'll have her shadow you
from today.
01:22:19.976 --> 01:22:21.186
Nice to meet you.
01:22:21.186 --> 01:22:23.188
Same here.
01:22:41.539 --> 01:22:44.542
Check if we have enough
of everything.
01:22:44.793 --> 01:22:46.544
Like, cotton pads.
01:22:47.545 --> 01:22:50.507
Make sure they're full.
01:22:51.132 --> 01:22:54.135
The lotion also runs out
pretty quickly.
01:22:54.135 --> 01:22:55.136
Okay.
01:22:57.097 --> 01:22:58.348
Also...
01:22:58.932 --> 01:23:01.935
- Kana, how old are you?
- 21.
01:23:02.060 --> 01:23:04.062
Two years older than me.
01:23:08.233 --> 01:23:09.901
Any questions?
01:23:10.902 --> 01:23:12.904
Is there a smoking area?
01:23:13.738 --> 01:23:15.156
No.
01:23:15.365 --> 01:23:16.616
Are you serious?
01:23:17.117 --> 01:23:18.994
Maybe I should quit.
01:23:51.818 --> 01:23:55.155
Sorry for sneaking up on you
like this.
01:23:57.282 --> 01:23:59.784
Sorry. I really am.
01:23:59.826 --> 01:24:01.786
About what?
01:24:01.786 --> 01:24:05.498
I thought you'd come back but you didn't.
01:24:06.332 --> 01:24:08.752
You suddenly disappeared.
01:24:12.130 --> 01:24:15.216
Are you living with your parents again?
01:24:16.342 --> 01:24:17.761
Are you eating properly?
01:24:20.263 --> 01:24:21.765
I'm so sorry.
01:24:22.182 --> 01:24:25.560
You're mad that
I went to a sex place.
01:24:26.186 --> 01:24:28.646
I'm sorry for hurting you.
01:24:28.730 --> 01:24:31.357
I wasn't hurt.
It meant nothing.
01:24:31.399 --> 01:24:32.400
You're lying.
01:24:33.359 --> 01:24:35.361
I know you, Kana.
01:24:36.029 --> 01:24:37.363
You're hurt.
01:24:37.781 --> 01:24:42.327
You always keep your pain
bottled up inside.
01:24:42.368 --> 01:24:43.495
You're not my therapist.
01:24:45.371 --> 01:24:49.334
I've learned to understand
how you think.
01:24:49.501 --> 01:24:51.503
Is that so?
Good for you.
01:24:52.629 --> 01:24:53.505
Kana.
01:25:01.137 --> 01:25:02.722
I got an abortion.
01:25:06.643 --> 01:25:08.311
So my body was hurt.
01:25:16.778 --> 01:25:17.779
When?
01:25:21.282 --> 01:25:22.283
During my business trip?
01:25:43.680 --> 01:25:45.682
Why are you crying?
01:25:47.892 --> 01:25:49.686
I didn't know that.
01:25:54.691 --> 01:25:56.651
You couldn't tell me, right?
01:25:59.028 --> 01:26:02.157
I made you go through it
by yourself.
01:26:05.410 --> 01:26:06.411
I'm sorry.
01:26:08.371 --> 01:26:09.372
I'm sorry.
01:26:18.423 --> 01:26:19.424
I'm so sorry.
01:26:33.062 --> 01:26:34.105
I'm sorry.
01:26:34.898 --> 01:26:37.567
There's no way
to undo what happened.
01:26:40.945 --> 01:26:42.572
What's done is done.
01:26:48.244 --> 01:26:50.538
I'll of course give you
the money for it but...
01:26:53.208 --> 01:26:55.251
Is there anything I can do
from now on?
01:27:01.841 --> 01:27:02.967
No.
01:27:13.519 --> 01:27:14.520
Where are we going?
01:27:14.520 --> 01:27:16.481
- Home.
- No.
01:27:16.522 --> 01:27:18.483
- I'll drop you off.
- Forget it.
01:27:18.483 --> 01:27:20.485
- I said I'll drop you off.
- Where?
01:27:20.485 --> 01:27:21.486
How should I know?!
01:27:21.653 --> 01:27:23.655
Don't yell at me!
01:27:24.489 --> 01:27:25.698
Sorry...
01:27:25.865 --> 01:27:27.283
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:28:19.002 --> 01:28:21.129
You're so weird.
01:28:42.650 --> 01:28:43.943
Hi.
01:28:44.902 --> 01:28:45.903
What's that?
01:28:46.195 --> 01:28:47.322
A script.
01:28:50.241 --> 01:28:52.577
- What kind of story?
- Huh?
01:28:52.618 --> 01:28:53.619
I'm still working on it.
01:28:59.459 --> 01:29:01.461
Did it go smoothly without me here?
01:29:11.846 --> 01:29:14.265
You're not gonna ask
where I was?
01:29:14.724 --> 01:29:15.725
Where were you?
01:29:17.852 --> 01:29:19.062
Would you like to know?
01:29:19.854 --> 01:29:20.980
No.
01:29:33.826 --> 01:29:37.580
I made a vow to raise her myself.
01:29:37.789 --> 01:29:42.210
It's not about money
or being related. Stay out of it.
01:29:43.795 --> 01:29:46.798
So please don't take Momo away from me.
01:29:47.465 --> 01:29:49.801
Momo needs me, and I need her.
01:29:52.929 --> 01:29:54.764
- What's the story?
- Give it back.
01:29:57.934 --> 01:29:59.727
What is it about?
01:30:01.145 --> 01:30:03.773
A jobless man who
raises an abandoned baby.
01:30:11.280 --> 01:30:13.282
Trying to make amends?
01:30:24.252 --> 01:30:26.254
For your own atonement?
01:30:27.255 --> 01:30:29.215
What do you mean?
01:30:52.196 --> 01:30:54.198
Pick it up.
01:31:12.884 --> 01:31:13.885
Say something.
01:31:20.558 --> 01:31:21.893
Hey, say something.
01:31:21.934 --> 01:31:22.935
Like what?
01:31:29.025 --> 01:31:30.985
What do you want me to say?
01:31:34.363 --> 01:31:36.115
What is it?
01:31:36.782 --> 01:31:38.826
You know what it is.
01:31:41.621 --> 01:31:44.916
Where did you find this?
I'd forgotten about it.
01:31:47.084 --> 01:31:48.085
Huh?
01:31:49.795 --> 01:31:51.923
That's crazy. You forgot?
01:31:52.089 --> 01:31:53.090
No but...
01:31:53.090 --> 01:31:55.051
You haven't forgotten?
01:31:55.301 --> 01:31:57.261
So what is it?
01:31:57.970 --> 01:31:59.013
Come on...
01:32:02.725 --> 01:32:04.060
What do you want to hear?
01:32:06.062 --> 01:32:08.439
Tell me what this is.
01:32:10.650 --> 01:32:12.985
You knocked her up, didn't you?!
01:32:16.489 --> 01:32:18.491
Was it born?
01:32:19.033 --> 01:32:20.034
No.
01:32:22.370 --> 01:32:23.371
No?
01:32:25.831 --> 01:32:27.708
You made her get an abortion.
01:32:27.833 --> 01:32:28.834
It wasn't like that.
01:32:30.294 --> 01:32:31.295
What?
01:32:31.295 --> 01:32:33.297
I didn't make her.
01:32:33.839 --> 01:32:35.800
It was a mutual decision.
01:32:36.717 --> 01:32:37.718
Whose?
01:32:37.760 --> 01:32:38.761
Both of us.
01:32:41.055 --> 01:32:42.723
Who was she?
01:32:42.765 --> 01:32:43.975
No one.
01:32:45.142 --> 01:32:46.727
You had a baby with no one?
01:32:46.727 --> 01:32:48.062
No one you know!
01:32:59.699 --> 01:33:00.741
What's her name?
01:33:01.951 --> 01:33:03.703
- Call her.
- Stop it.
01:33:03.703 --> 01:33:06.706
I can't believe you forgot!
01:33:08.958 --> 01:33:10.960
- Call her and apologize.
- Why should I?
01:33:10.960 --> 01:33:12.962
Apologize for forgetting.
01:33:12.962 --> 01:33:15.923
Apologize for traumatizing her
01:33:15.923 --> 01:33:19.927
and enjoying your life
as if it never happened.
01:33:19.927 --> 01:33:21.846
Just stop it, will you?
01:33:21.929 --> 01:33:24.932
None of your business
in the first place.
01:33:24.932 --> 01:33:25.933
Hey...
01:33:25.933 --> 01:33:26.934
You can't have it.
01:33:43.868 --> 01:33:46.579
None of my business?
01:33:47.580 --> 01:33:50.666
- It's none of my business?!
- Stop it.
01:33:50.708 --> 01:33:53.210
How dare you say that?!
01:33:53.210 --> 01:33:57.548
What an asshole!
You've got some nerve!
01:33:57.548 --> 01:34:01.510
My feelings don't matter to you?!
01:34:01.510 --> 01:34:03.512
Stop it or I'll kill you.
01:34:03.846 --> 01:34:05.848
You're already a murderer!
You should be hanged!
01:34:18.986 --> 01:34:20.946
I can't take this anymore!
01:34:20.988 --> 01:34:22.323
I'm fed up.
01:34:22.865 --> 01:34:25.284
No! Don't run away!
01:34:26.202 --> 01:34:27.495
I'm not running away!
01:34:32.917 --> 01:34:33.918
Sorry,
01:34:34.460 --> 01:34:36.462
I need to be alone and think.
01:36:13.184 --> 01:36:15.853
... she left to France.
01:36:16.353 --> 01:36:17.354
Amazing.
01:36:18.063 --> 01:36:19.315
That is more clear
01:36:20.399 --> 01:36:24.653
Since the country is banned,
why not say prohibit?
01:36:24.779 --> 01:36:28.240
Say it for me,
repeat after me.
01:36:28.449 --> 01:36:29.450
Prohibit.
01:36:29.950 --> 01:36:30.951
Prohibit.
01:36:31.243 --> 01:36:32.244
Prohibit.
01:36:32.578 --> 01:36:33.579
Prohibit.
01:36:38.876 --> 01:36:39.877
Okay.
01:36:40.503 --> 01:36:41.921
My current concern...
01:36:49.178 --> 01:36:50.179
Good morning.
01:36:51.180 --> 01:36:52.181
Good morning.
01:36:53.182 --> 01:36:55.184
I love your nose ring.
01:36:58.187 --> 01:37:00.189
Was that your boyfriend?
01:37:01.148 --> 01:37:03.150
The tall guy with long hair.
01:37:07.154 --> 01:37:08.155
No.
01:37:10.157 --> 01:37:12.159
You guys were making a scene.
01:37:18.374 --> 01:37:21.377
- Were you watching?
- I saw you run away.
01:37:25.798 --> 01:37:27.341
Guys chase you, don't they?
01:37:30.344 --> 01:37:33.097
You don't look like a chaser.
01:37:35.516 --> 01:37:37.101
I don't know.
01:37:39.478 --> 01:37:41.063
Have you had cosmetic surgery?
01:37:42.815 --> 01:37:43.816
No.
01:37:44.775 --> 01:37:45.776
No?
01:37:46.443 --> 01:37:48.070
Right.
01:37:48.070 --> 01:37:51.073
I guess you're just naturally beautiful.
01:37:59.039 --> 01:38:00.374
Have you had your face done?
01:38:01.041 --> 01:38:02.167
No.
01:38:03.252 --> 01:38:06.338
But a lot of people do these days.
01:38:07.756 --> 01:38:08.757
Takeuchi, for one.
01:38:09.675 --> 01:38:11.343
She had her jawline lifted.
01:38:18.267 --> 01:38:19.268
See ya...
01:38:26.609 --> 01:38:28.569
Wrong way.
01:38:30.404 --> 01:38:31.447
Bye.
01:38:48.547 --> 01:38:50.549
I was fired.
01:38:53.844 --> 01:38:55.846
Why?
01:38:57.848 --> 01:39:00.809
I wasn't paying attention.
01:39:01.477 --> 01:39:04.438
I apparently said something
rude to a customer.
01:39:04.813 --> 01:39:06.815
What did you say?
01:39:11.612 --> 01:39:15.574
This place will never get
your hair permanently removed.
01:39:17.785 --> 01:39:22.706
You should have it medically removed
instead of coming to an esthetic salon.
01:39:27.628 --> 01:39:29.922
It grows back
one way or another.
01:39:32.758 --> 01:39:36.428
You should've done prior research.
01:39:36.553 --> 01:39:38.847
Are you media illiterate?
01:39:49.316 --> 01:39:53.153
So many people nowadays
don't use their own brains.
01:39:56.573 --> 01:40:01.120
Japan will be ruined by poverty
and the declining birthrate.
01:40:01.578 --> 01:40:04.206
So now, my objective is survival.
01:40:31.900 --> 01:40:34.486
Do you think I'm crazy?
01:40:35.487 --> 01:40:36.488
No.
01:40:41.493 --> 01:40:42.619
Really?
01:40:45.789 --> 01:40:47.624
I'm not surprised.
01:40:50.294 --> 01:40:53.464
If anything, you're the crazy one.
01:40:55.799 --> 01:40:57.468
You're nuts.
01:41:18.697 --> 01:41:20.407
You're not picking it up?
01:41:21.408 --> 01:41:22.534
No.
01:41:42.596 --> 01:41:45.349
Is it okay if I don't work?
01:41:47.935 --> 01:41:48.685
Yeah.
01:41:53.440 --> 01:41:56.360
Then will you work
twice as much in my place?
01:42:02.574 --> 01:42:03.617
I decided.
01:42:05.619 --> 01:42:07.329
I'm not gonna do anything.
01:42:07.871 --> 01:42:09.706
You're gonna do everything.
01:42:10.582 --> 01:42:12.251
Do you know why?
01:42:14.878 --> 01:42:16.296
No.
01:42:19.299 --> 01:42:21.176
You know why.
01:42:29.017 --> 01:42:31.019
Because I traumatized you?
01:42:33.272 --> 01:42:34.273
And?
01:42:39.236 --> 01:42:42.239
How can you call yourself a creator?
01:42:45.367 --> 01:42:48.370
If the world becomes full of things
01:42:48.829 --> 01:42:51.290
created by guys like you,
01:42:51.623 --> 01:42:52.624
it's toxic.
01:42:54.668 --> 01:42:56.670
It's bad for everyone.
01:42:58.130 --> 01:43:02.342
Why don't you do something
that actually benefits people?
01:43:04.845 --> 01:43:06.430
Like what?
01:43:09.600 --> 01:43:11.310
Figure it out.
01:43:11.977 --> 01:43:13.604
You're the creator, aren't you?
01:43:14.313 --> 01:43:15.314
Huh?
01:43:15.981 --> 01:43:17.316
Sorry...
01:43:17.441 --> 01:43:20.110
I don't understand
what you're getting at.
01:43:20.652 --> 01:43:23.280
Have I been that bad to you?
01:43:25.073 --> 01:43:28.285
What else can I do
except apologize for my past?
01:43:33.290 --> 01:43:36.293
Don't do that. It's meaningless.
01:43:52.226 --> 01:43:58.148
You don't get to decide
what I can or can't do!
01:43:59.733 --> 01:44:01.235
I get to decide!
01:44:02.027 --> 01:44:03.195
It's my decision!
01:44:03.237 --> 01:44:04.196
Fine.
01:44:05.197 --> 01:44:07.241
- Okay?
- Okay.
01:44:08.784 --> 01:44:11.620
Okay? Understood?
01:44:11.912 --> 01:44:14.873
Yes... I understand.
01:46:55.409 --> 01:46:57.411
I have manic depression?
01:46:58.203 --> 01:47:00.580
We can't say for sure yet.
01:47:00.580 --> 01:47:02.416
You might have bipolar disorder
01:47:02.416 --> 01:47:05.419
or borderline personality disorder.
01:47:07.087 --> 01:47:08.588
Which is it?
01:47:10.257 --> 01:47:15.387
There are many types of disorder
so it's difficult to make a diagnosis.
01:47:16.221 --> 01:47:18.598
No matter what it is
01:47:18.723 --> 01:47:22.769
I suggest you eliminate
whatever it is that's bothering you.
01:47:25.230 --> 01:47:29.067
If you've quit your job,
you don't need a medical certificate.
01:47:29.192 --> 01:47:32.404
A proper diagnosis
won't mean anything to you now.
01:47:34.030 --> 01:47:35.657
Yes, I do.
01:47:36.491 --> 01:47:37.993
Why?
01:47:40.328 --> 01:47:43.331
I want to know about myself.
01:47:46.710 --> 01:47:49.296
Well... It doesn't always work that way.
01:47:49.838 --> 01:47:54.468
You need long-term therapy
with regular consultations
01:47:54.551 --> 01:47:59.556
in addition to counseling
about your issues with your parents.
01:48:00.765 --> 01:48:01.766
Counseling?
01:48:02.642 --> 01:48:05.312
This is our first consultation
01:48:05.312 --> 01:48:08.815
to discuss what's troubling you.
01:48:09.316 --> 01:48:13.278
From now on, we need
a regular update on your condition.
01:48:13.904 --> 01:48:17.991
But I'm afraid the fees at
our clinic are rather high.
01:48:19.201 --> 01:48:21.703
8,000 yen for 45 minutes
once a week.
01:48:22.496 --> 01:48:23.497
Can you pay?
01:48:25.999 --> 01:48:30.420
I'll refer you to a place
that's more affordable.
01:48:32.047 --> 01:48:33.673
Okay.
01:48:36.259 --> 01:48:38.011
So that's it for today.
01:48:39.054 --> 01:48:41.014
Okay. Thank you.
01:49:21.012 --> 01:49:25.892
It seems like you've set
a standard for yourself
01:49:26.017 --> 01:49:30.981
about how you should be
or how you should behave.
01:49:31.565 --> 01:49:34.484
I think you have the tendency
01:49:34.901 --> 01:49:38.905
to repress your true
thoughts and emotions.
01:49:39.322 --> 01:49:40.907
What do you think?
01:49:46.871 --> 01:49:48.081
For example
01:49:48.748 --> 01:49:50.750
you said
01:49:51.626 --> 01:49:55.630
you think your father
was an awful father
01:49:56.006 --> 01:49:58.633
who you can't forgive in many ways.
01:49:59.259 --> 01:50:01.845
But you think
01:50:01.886 --> 01:50:05.307
you should accept and respect him
as a human being
01:50:06.224 --> 01:50:08.602
and forgive him
for whatever he did.
01:50:11.021 --> 01:50:12.230
Yes.
01:50:16.359 --> 01:50:20.405
I have to respect and forgive him.
01:50:22.657 --> 01:50:26.077
We're free to think however we want
01:50:26.578 --> 01:50:29.247
as long as we keep it to ourselves.
01:50:32.459 --> 01:50:35.003
We're free in our minds?
01:50:35.045 --> 01:50:36.046
Yes.
01:50:37.005 --> 01:50:40.342
Nobody can control how you think.
01:50:43.011 --> 01:50:45.013
If you're by yourself,
01:50:45.013 --> 01:50:47.015
say whatever you want
01:50:47.807 --> 01:50:49.851
or write it down on paper.
01:50:51.895 --> 01:50:54.731
I think you have to
01:50:55.273 --> 01:50:58.777
let yourself think and feel
however you want.
01:51:00.987 --> 01:51:04.157
If not, you're the one
who's going to suffer.
01:51:10.538 --> 01:51:12.082
Then...
01:51:13.416 --> 01:51:15.418
what about a pedophile
01:51:16.336 --> 01:51:19.339
who wants to abuse a young girl?
01:51:19.923 --> 01:51:22.300
Is it okay to think so
01:51:23.468 --> 01:51:25.178
in your mind?
01:51:26.930 --> 01:51:29.933
Ms. Miyama, are you a pedophile?
01:51:30.684 --> 01:51:32.686
Of course not.
01:51:33.311 --> 01:51:35.313
I was just being hypothetical.
01:51:36.606 --> 01:51:39.984
Why did you use a pedophile
as an example?
01:51:42.821 --> 01:51:43.822
Because...
01:51:47.784 --> 01:51:49.786
Isn't it scary
01:51:50.537 --> 01:51:53.331
that there are
so many people out there
01:51:53.373 --> 01:51:56.459
who act differently
from how they think?
01:51:58.378 --> 01:52:02.841
Why do you think that's scary?
01:52:08.263 --> 01:52:09.305
Why...
01:54:51.509 --> 01:54:53.636
Hey, don't do that.
01:54:54.512 --> 01:54:56.472
Why is it angry?
01:55:00.727 --> 01:55:02.478
What's its name?
01:55:03.479 --> 01:55:06.024
I don't give names to plush toys.
01:55:08.109 --> 01:55:09.110
I see.
01:55:13.323 --> 01:55:14.324
I'm hungry.
01:55:14.866 --> 01:55:15.867
Are you?
01:55:16.451 --> 01:55:18.453
I want a carrot.
01:55:18.870 --> 01:55:19.871
Not a watermelon?
01:55:21.080 --> 01:55:23.082
- Watermelon?
- Hippos like watermelons.
01:55:23.082 --> 01:55:26.586
- Do they?
- I don't know.
01:55:33.051 --> 01:55:34.052
Hello.
01:55:34.135 --> 01:55:36.137
Hello.
01:55:50.443 --> 01:55:51.444
What?
01:55:53.738 --> 01:55:56.616
I bet she knows all about us.
01:55:57.241 --> 01:55:58.409
What about us?
01:57:16.821 --> 01:57:19.824
You're impossible.
I can't take this anymore.
01:57:20.825 --> 01:57:21.826
Where are you going?!
01:57:22.410 --> 01:57:23.411
Don't follow me.
01:57:24.829 --> 01:57:27.582
Go back to your parents!
Fuck you!
01:57:27.582 --> 01:57:28.583
Whatever.
02:00:02.028 --> 02:00:04.030
I feel worn out.
02:00:25.593 --> 02:00:27.595
I'm sorry I came
without a reservation.
02:00:29.138 --> 02:00:33.017
We usually don't see clients
without a reservation
02:00:33.559 --> 02:00:37.104
but I happened to be free right now.
02:00:38.856 --> 02:00:41.859
How were things this past week?
02:00:48.824 --> 02:00:49.825
Um...
02:00:52.536 --> 02:00:54.538
I feel a little lost.
02:00:56.249 --> 02:00:59.210
What makes you feel that way?
02:01:06.509 --> 02:01:09.512
Do you work five days a week?
02:01:10.721 --> 02:01:11.722
What?
02:01:13.474 --> 02:01:15.476
Are you free on weekends?
02:01:18.312 --> 02:01:20.314
Can we go out
for lunch or dinner?
02:01:22.233 --> 02:01:23.442
I'm sorry.
02:01:23.526 --> 02:01:26.529
I can't get personally involved
with a client.
02:01:30.116 --> 02:01:32.118
I understand.
02:01:33.035 --> 02:01:34.996
I'm sorry.
02:02:34.221 --> 02:02:36.182
It's you.
02:03:08.756 --> 02:03:10.758
Things are tough, huh?
02:03:15.513 --> 02:03:16.722
Yes.
02:03:21.811 --> 02:03:23.813
But you're fine.
02:03:24.855 --> 02:03:27.858
I might not be over it
a year from now
02:03:29.110 --> 02:03:32.113
but in three years,
I'll barely remember it.
02:03:33.114 --> 02:03:35.699
In 100 years,
we'll all be dead.
02:03:38.411 --> 02:03:40.413
I'm not gonna have kids anyway.
02:03:48.129 --> 02:03:49.130
But that,
02:03:50.047 --> 02:03:52.883
you don't wanna hear
from a stranger.
02:03:54.468 --> 02:03:58.180
You look annoyed
when people say they understand
02:03:58.597 --> 02:04:00.599
but you're happy inside. Right?
02:04:19.243 --> 02:04:21.120
Why don't you study English?
02:04:25.791 --> 02:04:27.793
Will it change anything?
02:04:32.798 --> 02:04:34.800
It's up to you.
02:04:35.593 --> 02:04:36.594
Everything's up to you.
02:04:45.769 --> 02:04:48.731
There's a creature
called the panda ant.
02:04:49.648 --> 02:04:52.234
It's black and white like a panda
02:04:52.651 --> 02:04:54.403
and small like an ant.
02:04:54.945 --> 02:04:56.780
That's how it got its name.
02:04:58.532 --> 02:05:00.618
But it's actually a type of bee.
02:05:05.372 --> 02:05:07.541
And the hachikuma
or the bee bear.
02:05:08.626 --> 02:05:10.628
It's neither a bee nor a bear.
02:05:11.587 --> 02:05:12.630
It's a bird.
02:05:15.591 --> 02:05:17.593
A jellyfish isn't a fish.
02:05:21.847 --> 02:05:23.682
If jellyfish were a fish
02:05:25.351 --> 02:05:27.811
I might've liked fish.
02:06:07.726 --> 02:06:09.770
Let's go camping
02:06:09.812 --> 02:06:12.314
Let's go camping and have fun
02:06:12.314 --> 02:06:14.483
Let's go camping
02:06:14.775 --> 02:06:16.777
Let's go camping and have fun
02:06:16.777 --> 02:06:21.323
Mountains and rivers
we see for the first time
02:06:21.365 --> 02:06:25.327
A sea we swim in for the first time
02:06:25.619 --> 02:06:29.748
Friends we meet today
are friends tomorrow too
02:06:29.790 --> 02:06:33.752
We'll be friends forever
02:06:34.128 --> 02:06:36.422
Let's go camping
02:06:36.463 --> 02:06:38.549
Let's go camping and have fun
02:06:38.632 --> 02:06:40.926
Let's go camping
02:06:40.926 --> 02:06:43.053
Let's go camping and have fun
02:06:43.053 --> 02:06:47.266
Birds and insects we
see for the first time
02:06:47.308 --> 02:06:51.103
A forest we play in
for the first time
02:06:51.729 --> 02:06:56.066
Friends we meet today
are friends tomorrow too
02:06:56.108 --> 02:06:59.695
We'll be friends forever
02:07:00.279 --> 02:07:02.615
Let's go camping
02:07:02.656 --> 02:07:04.617
Let's go camping and have fun
02:07:04.867 --> 02:07:07.036
Let's go camping
02:07:07.202 --> 02:07:09.204
Let's go camping and have fun
02:07:55.417 --> 02:07:56.418
Hungry?
02:08:19.066 --> 02:08:20.067
I found this.
02:09:24.089 --> 02:09:25.090
Hello.
02:09:25.132 --> 02:09:28.093
It’s Kana!
02:09:31.180 --> 02:09:32.181
Hello.
02:09:32.389 --> 02:09:34.224
Come back to visit soon,
we miss you!
02:09:34.266 --> 02:09:37.811
She's gorgeous, isn't she?
02:09:38.645 --> 02:09:40.481
Your aunt, one moment,
02:09:42.232 --> 02:09:44.902
-Hi Kana!
-Hello.
02:09:45.319 --> 02:09:51.992
You’re all grown up!
Your pronunciation is so good!
02:09:53.994 --> 02:09:54.995
Ting bu dong
02:09:55.579 --> 02:09:58.332
You don't understand? Really?
02:09:58.373 --> 02:09:59.208
Ting bu dong
02:09:59.249 --> 02:10:01.210
Don't worry, come back.
Come back and learn.
02:10:01.460 --> 02:10:05.464
We're all waiting for you, look!
02:10:05.506 --> 02:10:07.591
It's fine, come back
and you'll pick it up.
02:10:08.801 --> 02:10:09.593
Mom...
02:10:10.302 --> 02:10:11.637
Where's Mom?
02:10:11.762 --> 02:10:14.807
Mom? Mom will be
right here, just wait!
02:10:14.848 --> 02:10:16.850
Say hi to everyone.
02:10:18.310 --> 02:10:19.520
I did.
02:10:19.686 --> 02:10:22.272
She's very good!
She greeted everyone!
02:10:23.315 --> 02:10:24.233
Hello.
02:10:41.750 --> 02:10:43.085
They hung up on me.
02:12:21.516 --> 02:12:23.101
What does ting bu dong mean?
02:12:30.233 --> 02:12:31.526
I don't understand.
02:12:33.528 --> 02:12:34.863
I don't understand.