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Rare

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RARE follows an extraordinary mother in a race against time to find a treatment for her daughter's rare genetic disease.
When Donna Appell learned that her infant daughter Ashley had an extremely rare genetic disease that would kill her in thirty years, she set out to track down every person in the world with Hermansky-Pudlak Syndrome (HPS). Realizing that no one was going to help cure 'just one child,' Donna forms an advocacy group and travels throughout the US and Puerto Rico to gather as many patients as possible who suffer from HPS, which includes albinism, blindness, a bleeding disorder and often a fatal pulmonary fibrosis. By the time Ashley turns twenty, Donna, under insurmountable odds, has achieved something incredible: the advocacy group she started is now in the hundreds and the NIH has agreed to start a clinical trial.
Filmed with intimate access over three years by award-winning filmmakers Maren Grainger-Monsen and Nicole Newnham, RARE follows Donna Appell and her daughter Ashley into the world of clinical research, patient advocacy, and through the course of a NIH clinical trial as Ashley falls in love for the first time.
'Here's the irony: there are a lot of those patients [with rare diseases]. While the number of people who suffer any specific disease is small, more than 30 million Americans are thought to have a rare disease. And though their symptoms and prognoses may be vastly different, they all share the isolation and lack of medical support endemic to suffering a disease few people have and no one knows anything about.' -Erin Allday, San Francisco Chronicle
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Main credits
Grainger-Monsen, Maren (Director)
Grainger-Monsen, Maren (Producer)
Newnham, Nicole (Director)
Newnham, Nicole (Producer)
Other credits
Editor, Andrew Gersh; director of photography, Joel Shapiro; music, B. Quincy Griffin.
Distributor subjects
Biology; Closed Captioned; Fanlight Collection; Health Care Issues; Health Issues; MedicineKeywords
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CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY
FRIENDS OF NCI
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Woman: IN THE RECOVERY ROOM
AFTER THE DELIVERY, WE HAD THIS
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BEAUTIFUL CHILD, AND WE WERE
KIND OF CONFUSED AS TO WHY SHE
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WAS SO BLOND-HEADED.
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IT'S LIKE, WOW, YOU KNOW,
SHE LOOKS A LITTLE
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LIKE AN ALBINO.
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ASHLEY WAS A VERY LATE WALKER,
AND I NOTICED THAT SHE WAS
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BRUISING, AND I COULDN'T
FIGURE OUT WHERE THESE LITTLE
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BRUISES WERE COMING FROM,
SO I BROUGHT HER TO
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THE PEDIATRICIAN, AND I SAID,
"LOOK AT HER LITTLE SHINS.
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THERE'S A BLEEDING PROBLEM."
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HE SAID, "HER SKIN
IS FAIR, SO YOU SEE
BRUISES BETTER."
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AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF,
"MY SKIN IS FAIR.
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I DON'T SEE BRUISES.
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I THINK THAT'S
A BUNCH OF MALARKEY."
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ONE NIGHT, 3:00 IN THE
MORNING, I HEARD WHIMPERING
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IN ASHLEY'S ROOM, AND I WENT
IN THERE, AND HER CRIB WAS
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FULL OF BLOOD.
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AND I SAW THAT SHE WAS
BLEEDING FROM HER RECTUM,
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AND I KNEW THAT WE WERE IN
TROUBLE, AND I KNEW THAT WE
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HAD TO TAKE HER
TO THE HOSPITAL.
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SHE WAS IN THE INTENSIVE
CARE UNIT FOR WEEKS AND
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IN THE HOSPITAL FOR MONTHS.
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AND THAT WAS THE PUSH THAT
MADE ME REALLY START TO LOOK
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INTO A LITTLE PAMPHLET I HAD
ON ALBINISM, AND THIS PAMPHLET
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HAD THIS ONE LITTLE SENTENCE
OR TWO ABOUT AN EXTREMELY RARE
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DISORDER CALLED
HERMANSKY-PUDLAK SYNDROME--
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ALBINISM, BLEEDING PROBLEM,
VERY HORRIFIC LUNG DISEASE.
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WHEN ASHLEY WAS DIAGNOSED,
THERE WAS ABOUT 23 PEOPLE
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IN THE U.S. MAINLAND THAT
WERE IDENTIFIED WITH HPS.
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MY HUSBAND AND I FELT SO
ISOLATED AND SO FRIGHTENED,
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AND I WANTED TO KNOW WHERE
THOSE 23 PEOPLE ARE, I WANT TO
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KNOW WHAT THEY'RE DOING,
AND I WANT TO KNOW WHO'S
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RESEARCHING THIS AND WHERE IS
THE CURE, AND I FOUND NOTHING.
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WHEN SOMEBODY TELLS YOU THAT
PEOPLE SUCCUMB IN THEIR 30s
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AND 40s AND YOU HAVE THIS
YOUNG CHILD WITH YOU, YOU'RE
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LIKE, "THAT'S A LONG TIME.
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WE CAN CURE THIS DISEASE BY
THEN," AND YOU KIND OF FEEL
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REALLY OK ABOUT THINGS.
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I MEAN,
I CERTAINLY HAD, OBVIOUSLY,
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SOME SENSE OF URGENCY,
BUT NOTHING LIKE THE URGENCY
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I FEEL NOW.
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ASHLEY'S LUNGS
ARE AFFECTED NOW.
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THEY DON'T GIVE IT MORE THAN
10 YEARS, AND IT'S REALLY HARD
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TO CURE A DISEASE IN
THAT LENGTH OF TIME.
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SO YOU'RE EXPECTING
IT NOT TO AFFECT
HER LUNGS.
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I STARTED THE HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
SYNDROME NETWORK BY TRYING TO
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GATHER THE STORIES, ANYBODY
THAT I COULD FIND THAT HAD
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A CHILD WITH HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
SYNDROME.
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I STARTED WITH JUST, YOU KNOW,
ONE, TWO, THREE FAMILIES.
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IT'S A REALLY AMAZING THING TO
SEE IT GO FROM 23 TO NUMBERS
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THAT I CAN'T HANDLE.
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[MUSIC PLAYING]
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[INDISTINCT] BABY!
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[CHEERING AND LAUGHING]
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CAN I HAVE SOMEBODY
TELL ME HOW THEY PUT
EYELINER ON?
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I USE THE LIQUID.
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YOU USE THE LIQUID?
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YEAH.
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I USE THE PENCIL, BUT I
USUALLY USE IT INSIDE THE EYE.
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WHAT DO YOU GUYS DO
ABOUT DARK CIRCLES?
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I KNOW WE HAVE LIGHTER
SKIN, SO IT SHOWS.
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UNDER YOUR EYES, YOU
CAN SEE YOUR VEINS.
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SOMETIMES IT'S REALLY HARD
TO FIND EYE SHADOW THAT WILL
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REALLY MATCH THE SKIN.
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THIS IS WHAT I LIKE.
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IT'S, LIKE,
FOR YOUR EYEBROWS.
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IT HAS A LITTLE BRUSH.
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I USE THAT, TOO.
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THAT'S REALLY
GOOD, TOO.
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IT'S THE WHEAT COLOR, AND IT
MATCHES THE BLOND HAIR GREAT.
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HOW EXCITING IT IS THAT
OUR GROUP HAS GROWN.
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JUST REMEMBER THAT THE
FIRST TWO CONFERENCES WERE
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IN MY HOME.
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ONE YEAR, PEOPLE HAD TO HAVE
THEIR BLOOD DRAWN DOWNSTAIRS,
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AND THE OTHER YEAR, THEY
HAD TO PEE IN BUCKETS.
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[LAUGHTER]
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AREN'T YOU GLAD YOU
MISSED THAT ONE?
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AND I COOKED, WHICH WAS
THE SCARIEST PART.
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Donna, voice-over:
PEOPLE SAY, HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
SYNDROME IS SO RARE, AND I'M
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LIKE, "RARE? I'M HAVING
AN EPIDEMIC HERE."
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GOOD MORNING, EVERYBODY.
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MY NAME IS NOEL
ESTRADA HERNANDEZ.
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I'M ORIGINALLY
FROM PUERTO RICO.
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I LIVE IN A PLACE CALLED
READING, WHICH IS VERY CLOSE
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TO LONDON, IN ENGLAND.
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[SPEAKING FOREIGN
LANGUAGE]
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WE LOVE TO BE HERE.
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WE DIDN'T EXPECT SO MANY
PEOPLE TO HAVE HPS, SO IT'S
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GREAT TO BE HERE.
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THIS IS MY FIRST
YEAR HERE.
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I'M REALLY HAPPY
TO BE HERE.
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I, UM...
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I DIDN'T KNOW
THE SEVERITY OF HPS
UNTIL I GOT
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HERE THIS MORNING.
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Donna: YOU GUYS DON'T
UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH
YOU HELP RESEARCH BY JUST
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COMING TO THE CONFERENCE,
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BECAUSE DOCTORS ARE HERE.
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THEY GET TO TALK TO PEOPLE.
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THAT'S AIDEN.
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[APPLAUSE]
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SO EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU IS
WORKING TO HELP HIS FUTURE.
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[APPLAUSE]
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WHEN ASHLEY WAS DIAGNOSED,
ONE OF THE DOCTORS THAT I WAS
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SPEAKING TO MENTIONED THAT
HPS IS KIND OF LIKE AN NIH
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DISEASE, AND I NEVER
HAD HEARD OF THE NIH.
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I REALLY DIDN'T
KNOW WHAT IT WAS.
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I CALLED UP, AND
DR. GAHL GOT ON THE PHONE.
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[GASP]
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I GOT A DOCTOR AT THE NIH.
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I WAS LIKE, "OH, MY GOD,
I'VE REALLY OUTDONE
MYSELF TODAY."
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BUT I WAS JUST CRYING.
I WAS LIKE--
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I WAS SO BLUBBERY,
I'M SURPRISED HE EVEN
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CONTINUED THE CONVERSATION,
BUT I SAID NOT ONLY DO I HAVE
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THIS DAUGHTER WITH HPS,
BUT I HAVE THESE PEOPLE,
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AND I HAVE THESE CASES, AND WE
NEED RESEARCH, AND WE DON'T
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HAVE RESEARCH, AND COULD
YOU PLEASE HELP US?
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Man, voice-over:
ADVOCACY GROUPS FOR RARE
DISEASES START OUT WITH ONE
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STRIKE AGAINST THEM.
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GOOD MORNING.
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NICE TO SEE YOU.
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NAMELY, THAT THERE
ARE VERY FEW OF THEM.
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THEY DON'T HAVE MUCH LOBBYING
EFFORT, AND OTHER PEOPLE DON'T
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UNDERSTAND WHY ONE SHOULD
STUDY A RARE DISORDER INSTEAD
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OF A COMMON DISORDER.
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IF YOU NEED TO ASK
A QUESTION,
NOW YOU CAN ASK.
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Gahl, voice-over:
DONNA APPELL USED HER
PERSUASIVE POWERS
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TO INFLUENCE US
TO STUDY HPS,
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SO SHE WOULD SEND ME
NOTES AND SORT OF KEEP
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IN TOUCH AND JUST BE VERY,
VERY NICE, BUT I COULD NOT
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COMMIT SIGNIFICANT AMOUNTS
OF GOVERNMENT RESOURCES,
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OR ESPECIALLY MY OWN TIME,
TO A DISORDER THAT I THOUGHT
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WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE PROGRESS
IN TERMS OF OUR UNDERSTANDING
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OF THE CELL BIOLOGY
OR THE BIOCHEMISTRY.
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HPS IS AN EXAMPLE OF A VERY
RARE DISEASE THAT MIGHT REVEAL
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SOME THINGS THAT ARE HELPFUL
FOR COMMON DISEASES OR
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FOR THE REGULAR COMMUNITY.
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SOMETIMES WE THINK OF A DEFECT
IN A SINGLE GENE AS HAVING
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A SINGLE EFFECT, BUT
HPS IS INTERESTING TO US
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BECAUSE HERE, A SINGLE GENE
ABNORMALITY AFFECTS SEVERAL
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DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE BODY.
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IN THE SKIN, IT CAUSES A
LACK OF PIGMENTATION, WHICH
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PRODUCES ALBINISM.
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IN THE BLOOD, THE PLATELETS
AREN'T FORMED PROPERLY,
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CAUSING A BLEEDING DISORDER.
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AND IN THE LUNGS, IT
CAUSES FIBROSIS, A SCARRING
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OF THE LUNG TISSUE WHICH
IS ULTIMATELY FATAL.
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HPS CAN HELP US TO UNDERSTAND
THESE PROCESSES, SO ALTHOUGH
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HPS AFFECTS A SMALL NUMBER OF
PEOPLE, WE ARE REALLY HOPING
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THAT STUDYING IT WILL
EVENTUALLY LEAD TO THERAPIES
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FOR MORE COMMON DISEASES.
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WOW.
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THIS IS WHEN WE
FIRST--WE HAVE PICTURES.
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LOOK HOW CUTE.
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Gahl, voice-over: WHEN
ASHLEY FIRST CAME TO US
AT AGE 3, WE THOUGHT WE HAD 2
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TO 3 DECADES IN WHICH TO
DEVELOP A THERAPY FOR HER.
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WE NO LONGER FEEL THAT WAY.
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SEE HOW THIS THING
SPINS.
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Gahl, voice-over:
WE'VE MADE PROGRESS
OVER THE LAST DECADE.
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WE HAVE A POTENTIAL DRUG.
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WE HAVE A TEAM OF INDIVIDUALS
WORKING ON THIS, INSTEAD
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OF JUST ONE OR TWO.
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STILL, OVERALL, WE'RE MORE
NERVOUS ABOUT THIS, AND HER
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CASE IN PARTICULAR, SO WE'RE
WORKING--I WOULD SAY WE'RE
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REDOUBLING OUR EFFORTS.
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PLEASE HELP ME IN
WELCOMING DR. WILLIAM GAHL.
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[APPLAUSE]
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Gahl, voice-over:
PATIENTS WITH HPS PLACE
A LOT OF THEIR HOPE
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IN A MEDICAL THERAPY.
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RIGHT NOW, THE ONLY MEDICAL
THERAPY THAT'S REALLY VIABLE
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IS THIS PIRFENIDONE STUDY.
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Gahl, onscreen: BUT
IT'S CRITICAL THAT WE RECEIVE
ENROLLMENT OF 22 MORE PATIENTS
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TO GET UP TO OUR 39 BECAUSE
THE SOONER WE ENROLL THE
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PATIENTS, THE SOONER WE CAN
DO AN INTERIM ANALYSIS TO
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DEMONSTRATE IF THIS WORKS.
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MY NAME IS ISRAEL RODRIGUEZ.
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MOST PEOPLE CALL ME IZZY.
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WE NEED TO MAKE RECRUITMENT
FOR THIS PARTICULAR PROTOCOL
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OUR TOP PRIORITY, AND I FEEL
LIKE I CAN SAY THAT AS SOMEONE
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WHO'S NOT A SCIENTIST AND
WHO'S JUST LEARNING
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AND LIVING WITH HPS.
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Donna, voice-over:
TO DO OUTREACH AND FIND THE
CANDIDATES FOR THE DRUG TRIAL
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IS AN ARDUOUS TASK BECAUSE
YOU CAN RECRUIT QUITE A LARGE
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NUMBER OF PEOPLE, BUT PEOPLE
MAY BE DISQUALIFIED BECAUSE
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OF ONE THING OR ANOTHER.
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PLUS, WE ARE NOT A
LARGE NUMBER OF PEOPLE.
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Izzy: DR. GAHL SAID WE
NEED 22 PATIENTS.
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I THINK WE EACH NEED TO
MAKE THIS OUR PERSONAL
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RESPONSIBILITY TO HELP
FIND QUALIFIED PEOPLE.
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USUALLY IT TAKES--
FOR A RARE DISEASE LIKE
THIS, I WOULD SAY
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IT WOULD BE ONE TO TWO YEARS,
IF THE FDA ACCEPTS THE DATA,
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BEFORE IT WOULD BE APPROVED.
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SO WE'RE TALKING ABOUT AT
LEAST IN THE 5-YEAR RANGE
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FOR APPROVAL OF PIRFENIDONE
FOR HERMANSKY-PUDLAK SYNDROME.
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DEEP BREATH IN.
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BLOW OUT.
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NICE, STEADY FLOW.
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KEEP PUSHING.
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KEEP PUSHING.
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Woman, voice-over:
IT'S KIND OF FUNNY BECAUSE
I GO BACK AND I LOOK AT MY
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MEDICAL RECORDS, AND THEY
DESCRIBED HPS TO A "T,"
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BUT NOBODY KNEW WHAT IT WAS.
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OK, HEATHER.
COME OFF NOW, PLEASE.
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[COUGHING]
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Heather, voice-over:
I WENT TO A NEW DOCTOR
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AND FILLED OUT
THE MEDICAL HISTORY
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FORM, AND THE DOCTOR STARTED
ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT HPS
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THAT I DIDN'T KNOW
THE ANSWER TO.
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SO I WENT BACK TO MY OFFICE
AND I GOOGLED IT AND ABOUT HAD
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A HEART ATTACK RIGHT
THERE IN THE OFFICE.
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IN THE FIRST PARAGRAPH,
IT WOULD SAY, YOU KNOW,
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AT THE END OF IT, "USUALLY
FATAL IN THE THIRD TO FOURTH
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DECADE," AND I WAS 29.
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I'M LIKE, "HELLO."
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MUCH OF YOUR LUNG LOOKS
NORMAL, BUT THEN THERE ARE
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SOME AREAS WHERE WE CAN
SEE SOME GROUND GLASS.
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I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN SEE
HERE, BUT THERE'S A DIFFERENCE
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IN TERMS OF THE LEVEL
OF DARKNESS OF THE GRAY.
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Heather, voice-over:
I'M IN SUCH AN EARLY STAGE
OF PULMONARY FIBROSIS.
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IF YOU COULD TIME GOING INTO A
PROTOCOL PERFECTLY, I TIMED IT
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JUST RIGHT, BECAUSE I
WAS REALLY AT THE TOP END
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OF ELIGIBILITY, WHICH I THINK
IS THE BEST PLACE TO BE,
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BECAUSE IT ALLOWS ME SOME ROOM
TO FALL IF THE TRIAL DRAGS
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ON FOR A WHILE, AND WE DON'T
KNOW WHO'S GETTING A PLACEBO
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AND WHO'S NOT.
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ON THE ONE HAND, YOU'RE
HAPPY TO GET INTO THE TRIAL,
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BUT ON THE OTHER HAND,
IT'S KIND OF A JARRING WAKE-UP
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CALL BECAUSE YOU REALIZE
THAT YOU WOULDN'T BE GETTING
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ADMITTED TO THE TRIAL
IF YOU WEREN'T SICK.
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HERE'S WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE.
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I REMEMBER ONE DAY LOOKING
AT THE PILLS IN MY HAND
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AND GOING, "YOU KNOW, I
WONDER IF THE TERM SUGAR PILL
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"IS LITERAL.
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"LIKE, IF I CUT THESE OPEN
AND TASTE THEM, LIKE, WHAT
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WOULD IT BE?"
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I KNEW I'D GET IN TROUBLE FOR
THAT, SO I DID NOT DO THAT,
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BUT YOU WONDER, AND THEN EVERY
LITTLE THING THAT GOES WRONG,
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YOU'RE LIKE, "OH, GOSH,
MY STOMACH IS UPSET.
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"GREAT! MAYBE THAT'S GOOD,
BECAUSE THAT MEANS I'M GETTING
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THE STUFF."
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OR IF YOU GET A RASH,
IT'S LIKE, "RASH. YES!"
YOU KNOW?
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GOOD.
NOW FOLLOW MY FINGER
ALL THE WAY IN.
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FOLLOW IT RIGHT TO
THE TIP OF YOUR NOSE.
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EXCELLENT. PERFECT.
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Heather, voice-over:
I DON'T WANT TO SOUND LIKE
I'M COMPLAINING, BECAUSE I'M
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REALLY GRATEFUL TO BE IN
THE TRIAL, BUT THERE ARE
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SOME DRAWBACKS.
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THE BIGGEST ONE FOR ME
IS THE TIME INVOLVED.
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IT'S 3 WEEKS OUT OF THE YEAR,
SO IT PRETTY MUCH EATS UP MY
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VACATION TIME.
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EVERY TIME THERE'S A HOLIDAY,
EVERY MEMBER OF MY FAMILY IS--
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BECAUSE THEY LOVE ME; IT'S
GREAT--THEY'RE LIKE, "PLEASE
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"COME TO OUR HOUSE
FOR THANKSGIVING.
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COME TO OUR HOUSE
FOR CHRISTMAS."
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I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE BECAUSE
MY TIME IS HERE, AND SOMETIMES
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THAT CAN BE, I THINK, HARD
FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND.
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IT'S NOT THAT YOU
DON'T WANT TO SEE THEM.
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IT'S THAT THIS IS
JUST SO IMPORTANT
THAT IT HAS TO COME FIRST.
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VIBRATION.
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VIBRATION.
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Heather, voice-over: BUT
ONE OF THE THINGS THAT YOU
CANNOT DO ON THIS PARTICULAR
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DRUG TRIAL IS YOU
CAN'T GET PREGNANT.
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AND I'M NOT MARRIED RIGHT NOW.
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IT'S NOT LIKE I'M ITCHING
TO GET PREGNANT TOMORROW,
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BUT I AM 34.
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THIS IS PROBABLY GOING TO
DRAG ON FOR AT LEAST 5 YEARS.
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IT SEEMED SILLY BECAUSE IT
WASN'T LIKE I WAS GIVING UP
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SOMETHING THAT WAS GOING TO
BE IMMEDIATE, BUT IT WAS KIND
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OF EMOTIONAL FOR ME,
AND I DON'T THINK ANYBODY
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REALIZED THAT.
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IT WAS JUST ONE OF THE THINGS
ON THE LIST, YOU KNOW, SO...
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THE SITUATION SUCKS.
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I MEAN, LET'S FACE IT.
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YOU WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE IN
THIS POSITION, BUT IF YOU HAVE
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TO BE IN IT, IT IS GRATIFYING
TO KNOW THAT YOU COULD PLAY
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A ROLE IN HELPING TO FIND
A CURE, HELPING TO FIND
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A TREATMENT, SO THAT THE NEXT
GENERATION OF PEOPLE WITH HPS
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DON'T HAVE TO FACE SOME OF THE
PROBLEMS THAT WE'RE FACING.
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[COMPUTER BEEPS]
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HOLA.
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HOLA.
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DO YOU SEE ME?
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YES.
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OOH! I LIKE
THAT COLOR SHIRT.
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THAT'S REALLY
PRETTY.
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OH. THANK YOU.
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ARE YOU EXCITED
ABOUT NEXT WEEK?
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YEAH, I'M REALLY
EXCITED.
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I CAN'T WAIT.
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AND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL
WE SEE EACH OTHER.
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I'M EXCITED.
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Donna, voice-over: WE
MADE THIS APPOINTMENT TO
GO AND DO THIS LECTURE
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AT THE DIVISION OF THE BLIND
SERVICES IN THE ORLANDO AREA,
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AND MY DAUGHTER WAS WITH ME,
AND SITTING IN THE CORNER WAS
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THIS YOUNG MAN, AND
HE WAS RATHER CUTE.
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Mervin: I GOT TO
MAKE SURE THAT
MY TESTS DON'T CONFLICT.
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Donna, voice-over: EVEN
THOUGH THEY'RE LEGALLY
BLIND, THEY SOMEHOW KIND
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OF SAW EACH OTHER, AND THE
TWO OF THEM STARTED TO TALK,
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AND SOMEBODY INVITED SOMEBODY
TO GO TO THE MOVIES THAT
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NIGHT, AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP
KIND OF BLOSSOMED FROM THERE.
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Mervin: NOT AS SWEET
AS YOU, THOUGH.
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OH...ACTUALLY, I'M GOING
IN FOR REMICADE TONIGHT.
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BUT I DON'T KNOW.
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I'M TRYING TO DEBATE
WHETHER TO BRING MY
PSYCHOLOGY WITH ME
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TO MY REMICADE AND
STUDY WHILE I'M IN BED.
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Ashley, voice-over:
DATING SOMEBODY WITH HPS,
THEY KIND OF KNOW A BIT
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OF YOUR LIFE AND WHAT
YOU REALLY GO THROUGH
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IN YOUR LIFE,
YOU KNOW?
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AND HE REALLY UNDERSTANDS ME,
AND I THINK IT'S VERY COOL TO
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HAVE SOMEBODY THAT YOU CAN
TALK TO ABOUT VERY SIMILAR
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SITUATIONS THAT YOU'RE HAVING.
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HERE YOU GO, SWEETIE.
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YEAH. THAT'LL WORK
JUST FINE.
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Recording: FOR A PRESCRIPTION
REFILL, PLEASE ENTER
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A TELEPHONE NUMBER--
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[BEEPING]
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PLEASE ENTER YOUR
PRESCRIPTION NUMBER.
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[BEEPING]
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Donna, voice-over: SO
WE'RE REALLY LUCKY TO HAVE
ASHLEY'S LITTLE NURSING
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STATION OVER HERE.
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I TRY TO KEEP HER
MEDICATIONS PRETTY ORGANIZED.
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I ACTUALLY KEEP HER NIGHTTIME
MEDICINES TOWARD THIS END
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AND HER DAYTIME MEDICINES.
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SHE HAS INHALERS.
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IF SHE GETS HURT,
I HAVE DDAVP.
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I HAVE THIS READY TO GO,
SO IF SHE'S IN THE HOUSE
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AND BLEEDS FROM FALLING.
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SHE HAS TO HAVE AN EPIPEN ON
STANDBY BECAUSE HER THROAT
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CLOSES WITH I.V. DDAVP.
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WE HAVE HER EMERGENCY
MEDICATIONS, AND I HAVE TO
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ROTATE THE MEDICATIONS
BECAUSE THIS WILL GET EXPIRED.
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WE TEST ASHLEY'S STOOL.
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SHE BLEEDS A LOT.
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WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO TEST
FOR HER BLOOD SUGAR.
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YOU KNOW, YOU GOT TO
DO WHAT YOU GO TO DO.
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IT'S DEFINITELY ONE THING
TO TAKE CARE OF AN EPISODIC
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ILLNESS AND RISE TO THAT
OCCASION AND TAKE CARE OF THAT
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PERSON, AND THEN THEY GET
WELL, AND THEN YOU HAVE POST-
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TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROME,
WHERE YOU CAN FALL
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APART AND GO,
"OH, MY GOD, THAT WAS QUITE
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A LIFE-ALTERING EXPERIENCE
FOR MOI," AND MOVE ON,
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AND DEALING WITH CHRONIC
ILLNESS, IT'S NOT LIKE THAT.
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IT'S LIKE RUNNING A
MARATHON THAT NEVER ENDS.
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WHAT OCCURRED THAT CAUSED
YOU TO FIND THE DIAGNOSIS?
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LIKE, WHAT WAS THAT THING THAT
HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE WITH
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THE CHILDREN THAT MADE YOU
GO AND SEARCH?
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WHEN ELENA WAS BORN, YOU
CHECK THEIR EYES RIGHT AWAY.
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SHE WASN'T EVEN OUT
ALL THE WAY,
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AND IT WAS LIKE,
"HOW DO HER EYES LOOK?"
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OF COURSE, IT DOESN'T SHOW UP
RIGHT AWAY, BUT I REMEMBER
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THE DAY I WAS SITTING IN THE
CHAIR ROCKING HER, AND ALL
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OF A SUDDEN, IT STARTED.
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I HAD PRAYED THE WHOLE TIME
I WAS PREGNANT THAT IF THE
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SECOND ONE HAD IT, THAT GOD
HAD A PLAN, AND THE THAT TWO
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TOGETHER WOULD DO SOMETHING,
AND SO...YOU KNOW, I DON'T
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HAVE THE WISDOM OF THE PLAN
YET, BUT I FIGURE, THEY'RE
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THERE FOR EACH OTHER, AND
I CAN SEE THAT UNFOLDING.
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THEY'RE NOT ALONE.
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THEY DO HAVE EACH OTHER,
AND I'M THANKFUL FOR THAT--
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ALONG WITH EVERYBODY
ELSE'S KIDS.
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BUT, YEAH, THERE ARE
MOMENTS WHERE YOU SIT
THERE AND WONDER,
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WHY HAS THIS HAPPENED,
OR YOUR PART ABOUT THAT,
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AND EVERYTHING LIKE
THAT.
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I GUESS THE THING
THAT I USED TO
OFFSET THAT WAS,
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I GAVE YOU THIS DISEASE,
BUT, UH...
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[CRYING]
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THE GOOD LORD
GAVE YOU A FATHER
WHO WILL TEACH YOU HOW
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TO LIVE WITH IT.
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AND THAT OFFSETS
IT, TOO.
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[SPEAKING SPANISH]
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HOW WOULD OUR
LIVES BE LIKE...
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[SPEAKING SPANISH]
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IF WE DIDN'T
HAVE A CHILD...
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[SPEAKING SPANISH]
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WITH THAT CONDITION?
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[SPEAKING SPANISH]
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BECAUSE PERHAPS IT'S THOSE
GUILT FEELINGS OR THOSE OTHER
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FEELINGS THAT WE FEEL ARE
WHAT BRINGS US HERE, WHAT
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BROUGHT US HERE.
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[SPEAKING SPANISH]
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AND IT'S WHAT MOTIVATES US TO
FIGHT FOR THEM AND TO FIGHT
383 01:21:21:15 --:--:--:--
FOR ALL THE OTHERS
WHO ALSO HAVE THIS.
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THE QUESTION IS, WHO
WOULD WE BE IF THEY
WERE NOT CHILDREN
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WITH ALBINISM OR
CHILDREN WITH HPS?
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A LITTLE CALMER.
387 01:21:33:19 01:21:34:21
[LAUGHTER]
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WANT ME TO TAKE YOUR CANE?
389 01:21:41:14 --:--:--:--
GOOD MORNING, ASHLEY.
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HOW ARE YOU?
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I'M GOOD.
HOW ARE YOU?
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Gahl: WE WOULD NOT BE STUDYING
HERMANSKY-PUDLAK SYNDROME IF
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IT WEREN'T FOR DONNA, BECAUSE
WE NEED PATIENTS, AND SHE'S
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BEEN ABLE TO HELP US TO
RECRUIT PATIENTS TO
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THE PROTOCOLS THAT ALLOW US
TO STUDY THIS DISEASE HERE
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AT THE NATIONAL
INSTITUTES OF HEALTH.
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WE'RE JUST MAKING SURE
YOUR VALVE IS NORMAL.
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Gahl, voice-over: STILL,
WE'RE UNCOMFORTABLE OVER
ASHLEY'S LUNG SITUATION,
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TO BE PERFECTLY BLUNT.
400 01:22:17:00 --:--:--:--
HER STEROID USE EXCLUDED
HER FROM THE CURRENT
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PIRFENIDONE TRIAL.
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FOR A GROUP OF INDIVIDUALS
FOR WHOM THIS TRIAL OFFERS ONE
403 01:22:29:17 01:22:34:20
OF THE ONLY HOPES, THIS WAS
A HEARTBREAKING DISCUSSION.
404 01:22:37:00 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
I FELT SAD THAT MY DAUGHTER
WAS EXCLUDED FROM THE PROTOCOL
405 01:22:41:00 --:--:--:--
BECAUSE SHE'S ON REMICADE
AND NEEDS REMICADE.
406 01:22:44:16 --:--:--:--
I AM GOING TO RECRUIT PEOPLE
OTHER THAN MY DAUGHTER TO GET
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THIS DRUG THAT I THINK WOULD
BE VERY HELPFUL FOR HER.
408 01:22:54:20 --:--:--:--
THESE ARE YOUR RECORDS,
YOUR NUMBERS HERE, AND SOME
409 01:22:59:10 --:--:--:--
OF THIS STUFF WE GET FOR OUR
CLINICAL RESEARCH PURPOSES,
410 01:23:04:01 --:--:--:--
AND SOME OF THESE THINGS
ARE IMPORTANT FOR YOUR
MEDICAL CARE.
411 01:23:06:17 --:--:--:--
Gahl, voice-over: BECAUSE
THE OTHER OPTION IS,
ESSENTIALLY, TO GET A LUNG
412 01:23:10:07 --:--:--:--
TRANSPLANT, BUT THERE HAVE
BEEN ONLY 2 LUNG TRANSPLANTS
413 01:23:13:00 --:--:--:--
DONE ON HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
SYNDROME ANYWHERE
414 01:23:15:27 --:--:--:--
IN THE WORLD, AT
LEAST THAT I KNOW OF,
415 01:23:18:17 --:--:--:--
AND WHAT THAT TELLS YOU IS
THAT IT'S VERY DIFFICULT TO
416 01:23:21:13 --:--:--:--
GET A LUNG TRANSPLANT
FOR AN HPS PATIENT.
417 01:23:24:11 --:--:--:--
WHAT WE REALLY WANT TO
FOLLOW IS THE LUNG ISSUES.
418 01:23:29:02 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
I'VE LEARNED WHAT
GOOD SCIENCE IS NOW,
419 01:23:31:18 --:--:--:--
AND I FEEL THAT IT'S ALSO THE
RIGHT THING TO DO, BUT I'M HER
420 01:23:36:08 --:--:--:--
MOM, AND EVERYTHING I'VE
WORKED FOR AND WORKED TOWARDS
421 01:23:40:19 --:--:--:--
IS TO TRY TO GET A CURE OR
TREATMENT FOR HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
422 01:23:44:07 --:--:--:--
SYNDROME, SO TO EXCLUDE HER
WAS A LITTLE DIFFICULT,
423 01:23:49:10 --:--:--:--
YOU KNOW, BUT IT'S THE RIGHT
THING TO DO, AND IT'S WHAT WE
424 01:23:53:12 --:--:--:--
HAVE TO DO.
425 01:23:55:28 --:--:--:--
AND THAT'S A REAL GOOD
BASELINE TO HAVE, TOO.
426 01:23:59:05 --:--:--:--
Gahl, voice-over:
THERE ARE CONFLICTS INVOLVED
IN CLINICAL RESEARCH
427 01:24:01:26 --:--:--:--
ON THE PART OF THE
PHYSICIAN INVESTIGATOR,
428 01:24:04:14 --:--:--:--
BECAUSE A PERSONAL
RELATIONSHIP ESTABLISHES THAT
429 01:24:08:04 --:--:--:--
REALLY TRANSCENDS THE
SCIENTIFIC AND THE FIXED
430 01:24:13:05 --:--:--:--
CLINICAL PARAMETERS.
431 01:24:15:00 --:--:--:--
IT REALLY IS AN INTERPERSONAL
RELATIONSHIP, AND THERE'S
432 01:24:17:27 --:--:--:--
A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF
EMOTIONALITY INVOLVED IN THAT.
433 01:24:21:25 --:--:--:--
SO YOU WANT YOUR PATIENT TO
BE ENROLLED IN A PROTOCOL,
434 01:24:27:03 --:--:--:--
AND YOU WOULDN'T BE DOING THE
PROTOCOL UNLESS YOU BELIEVED
435 01:24:29:14 --:--:--:--
THERE WERE A REASONABLE
CHANCE THAT IT'S BENEFICIAL,
436 01:24:33:07 --:--:--:--
SO THERE'S DISAPPOINTMENT WHEN
A PATIENT IS NOT ELIGIBLE,
437 01:24:42:16 --:--:--:--
AND THERE'S A TEMPTATION TO
SKIRT THE RULES OR TO FUDGE
438 01:24:50:00 --:--:--:--
THINGS A TAD, AND ONE HAS TO
BE DILIGENT NOT TO DO THAT
439 01:24:54:26 01:24:57:28
BECAUSE IT RUINS THE STUDIES.
440 01:25:00:03 --:--:--:--
BUT WE'RE ALL HUMAN BEINGS,
AND THOSE THINGS ACTUALLY
441 01:25:03:13 01:25:05:09
DO ENTER IN.
442 01:25:08:27 --:--:--:--
SO, HEATHER, WE HAVE THESE
RESULTS, PULMONARY FUNCTION
443 01:25:13:19 --:--:--:--
TESTS, WHICH IS REALLY SORT
OF THE CRITICAL ISSUE HERE.
444 01:25:18:00 --:--:--:--
IF WE WERE TO ENTER YOU
INTO THE STUDY NOW--
445 01:25:19:15 --:--:--:--
YOU COULDN'T.
446 01:25:20:25 --:--:--:--
WE COULDN'T ENTER YOU INTO
THE STUDY BECAUSE YOU'RE
447 01:25:22:23 --:--:--:--
DOING TOO WELL.
448 01:25:23:23 --:--:--:--
HAVE YOU BEEN
EXERCISING OR SOMETHING?
449 01:25:26:25 --:--:--:--
YES, BUT LIKE
MORE THAN USUAL.
450 01:25:30:06 --:--:--:--
I DON'T OWN A CAR, AND I
LIVE IN KANSAS, SO I
451 01:25:32:11 --:--:--:--
WALK EVERYWHERE.
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WELL, THIS ISN'T
KANSAS ANYMORE.
453 01:25:35:11 --:--:--:--
RIGHT.
454 01:25:36:12 --:--:--:--
HA HA HA!
455 01:25:37:26 --:--:--:--
BUT YOU'RE DOING EXTREMELY
WELL, AND WE'RE REALLY PLEASED
456 01:25:39:15 --:--:--:--
WITH THAT.
457 01:25:40:15 --:--:--:--
GREAT, GREAT.
458 01:25:42:07 --:--:--:--
ONCE AGAIN, THIS DOESN'T
REALLY DEMONSTRATE THAT,
FIRST OF ALL, YOU'RE
459 01:25:46:22 --:--:--:--
ON PIRFENIDONE OR THAT THE
PIRFENIDONE IS HELPING.
460 01:25:50:04 --:--:--:--
WE ONLY CAN DETERMINE THAT
FROM THE SERIES OF PATIENTS
461 01:25:53:23 --:--:--:--
THAT WE SEE, WHEN THE
STATISTICIANS PUT IT
462 01:25:56:02 --:--:--:--
ALL TOGETHER.
463 01:25:57:18 --:--:--:--
BUT FOR YOU PERSONALLY,
THIS IS REALLY GREAT NEWS.
464 01:26:00:13 --:--:--:--
YES.
465 01:26:02:00 --:--:--:--
SO WE'LL SEE YOU
AGAIN IN 4 MONTHS?
466 01:26:03:00 --:--:--:--
YEAH.
467 01:26:04:03 --:--:--:--
OK. GREAT. THANKS
FOR BEING PART OF THIS.
468 01:26:05:18 01:26:06:22
THANK YOU.
469 01:26:10:00 --:--:--:--
GOOD TO SEE YOU.
470 01:26:11:02 --:--:--:--
HOW ARE YOU?
471 01:26:12:17 01:26:14:18
WE'RE ALL READY FOR YOU.
472 01:26:17:28 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
IT'S EXCITING TO BE HERE.
473 01:26:19:05 --:--:--:--
IT'S EXCITING TO TRY TO
MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
474 01:26:21:21 --:--:--:--
CMS WAS SUPPOSED
TO AND PROMISED TO
GET A GENETIC...
475 01:26:26:12 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
WHEN I'M HERE, I KIND OF
THINK ABOUT THE BIG PICTURE
476 01:26:29:05 --:--:--:--
AND WHAT'S AT STAKE,
AND CERTAINLY WHAT'S AT STAKE
477 01:26:32:05 --:--:--:--
IS MY DAUGHTER'S WELFARE,
AND EVERYBODY WITH GENETIC
478 01:26:35:06 --:--:--:--
DISORDERS' WELFARE, SO THERE'S
TOO MUCH TO LOSE NOT TRYING TO
479 01:26:39:00 --:--:--:--
DO SOMETHING.
480 01:26:40:21 --:--:--:--
IT'S A LITTLE HARD TO DO IT
AND A LITTLE LONELY TO DO IT
481 01:26:42:21 --:--:--:--
BY YOURSELF, SO IT'S
REALLY GREAT TO BE PART
482 01:26:45:00 --:--:--:--
OF THE GENETIC ALLIANCE
BECAUSE YOU ALL HAVE
483 01:26:47:06 --:--:--:--
A GENETIC PROBLEM.
484 01:26:48:14 --:--:--:--
NO MATTER WHAT THE HECK
IT'S CALLED, WE ALL HAVE
485 01:26:50:01 --:--:--:--
THE SAME ISSUES.
486 01:26:51:11 --:--:--:--
I'M WITH THE
TRIMETHYLAMINURIA
FOUNDATION.
487 01:26:53:28 --:--:--:--
IT'S A METABOLIC
DISORDER.
488 01:26:56:10 --:--:--:--
Man: I'M REPRESENTING
THE 200,000-PLUS
INDIVIDUALS
489 01:27:00:07 --:--:--:--
WITH MARFAN SYNDROME
OR RELATED CONNECTIVE
490 01:27:01:20 --:--:--:--
TISSUE DISORDERS.
491 01:27:02:29 --:--:--:--
THERE IS A GENETIC TEST,
BUT IF PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW THAT
492 01:27:05:23 --:--:--:--
THEY NEED TO START LOOKING AT
WHAT SOME OF THESE SYMPTOMS
493 01:27:08:09 --:--:--:--
MEAN, THEY WOULDN'T KNOW TO
ACTUALLY ASK FOR THAT TEST.
494 01:27:11:15 --:--:--:--
WE'RE REALLY THRILLED TO HAVE
YOU COME HERE TODAY FROM ALL
495 01:27:14:08 --:--:--:--
OVER THE COUNTRY TO JOIN
US ON SEVERAL ISSUES.
496 01:27:18:04 --:--:--:--
Same woman, voice-over:
GENETIC ALLIANCE
IS A COALITION
497 01:27:19:20 --:--:--:--
OF ABOUT 650 DISEASE
ADVOCACY GROUPS.
498 01:27:22:10 --:--:--:--
WE'RE COVERING ALL 100
SENATE OFFICES TODAY.
499 01:27:24:25 --:--:--:--
THAT'S PRETTY PHENOMENAL.
500 01:27:26:17 --:--:--:--
Same woman, voice-over:
AND I BELIEVE REALLY ALL THESE
DISEASES ARE CONNECTED
501 01:27:28:21 --:--:--:--
AND THAT THE GENETICS
COMMUNITY, THE RARE DISEASE
502 01:27:30:20 --:--:--:--
COMMUNITY, REALLY IS ALL
PART OF A LARGE "WE."
503 01:27:33:16 --:--:--:--
WE ARE IN THIS BOAT TOGETHER.
504 01:27:35:17 --:--:--:--
BUT TELL ME ABOUT THE TRIAL.
505 01:27:36:22 --:--:--:--
WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH THAT?
506 01:27:38:24 --:--:--:--
WE ARE STILL RECRUITING,
SO WE'RE WORKING HARD
507 01:27:41:28 --:--:--:--
AT TRYING TO GET
PEOPLE INTO IT STILL,
WHICH IS PRETTY
508 01:27:46:22 --:--:--:--
DISAPPOINTING BECAUSE
THE PEOPLE THAT WENT
509 01:27:48:09 --:--:--:--
IN IN THE VERY
BEGINNING WERE EXPECTING
THIS 2-3 YEAR FINISH
510 01:27:52:21 --:--:--:--
DATE, BUT IF WE'RE NOT
LOADED YET...
RIGHT.
511 01:27:56:05 --:--:--:--
SO IT'S VERY
HEARTBREAKING.
512 01:27:57:09 --:--:--:--
SO HOW MANY
PEOPLE DO YOU NEED?
513 01:27:58:14 --:--:--:--
WE WOULD BE HAPPY
WITH 40.
514 01:28:00:03 --:--:--:--
WE'RE AT ABOUT 24.
515 01:28:01:22 --:--:--:--
SO WE'RE DOING
ANOTHER CONFERENCE
IN PUERTO RICO.
516 01:28:04:05 --:--:--:--
OH, OK.
517 01:28:05:09 --:--:--:--
THAT'S A LOGISTIC
NIGHTMARE.
518 01:28:07:07 --:--:--:--
WE'RE KIND OF BRINGING
ALL THE DOCTORS FROM
NIH DOWN THERE.
519 01:28:12:05 --:--:--:--
WOW. THERE SHOULD BE 40
PEOPLE WHO WOULD DO THIS.
520 01:28:14:22 01:28:18:06
YEAH. YEAH.
521 01:28:34:10 01:28:36:22
HI, DONNA!
522 01:28:41:28 01:28:43:08
HELLO.
523 01:28:47:20 --:--:--:--
HOLA.
524 01:28:48:21 --:--:--:--
OH!
525 01:28:51:08 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
THERE'S NOT MUCH MORE
IMPORTANT TO ME THAN FILLING
526 01:28:54:17 --:--:--:--
THIS PROTOCOL.
527 01:28:57:04 --:--:--:--
I VERY MUCH HOPE THAT IT GETS
CLOSER TO BEING FILLED
528 01:29:01:27 01:29:03:16
AT THIS CONFERENCE.
529 01:29:06:11 --:--:--:--
I WANT IT FILLED BECAUSE I
NEED IT FILLED, BUT THE WORTH
530 01:29:10:25 --:--:--:--
OF THIS CONFERENCE IS
MORE THAN JUST FILLING
531 01:29:12:24 --:--:--:--
THAT PROTOCOL.
532 01:29:15:08 --:--:--:--
I'M REALLY HAPPY THAT YOU'RE
HERE, REALLY, BECAUSE THIS IS
533 01:29:17:17 --:--:--:--
THE FIRST TIME THAT YOU COME
TO PUERTO RICO, AND YOU GET TO
534 01:29:19:22 --:--:--:--
EXPERIENCE THE PUERTO
RICAN HOSPITALITY.
535 01:29:24:02 --:--:--:--
Gahl, voice-over:
HERMANSKY-PUDLAK SYNDROME
AFFECTS PATIENTS FROM
536 01:29:26:08 --:--:--:--
PUERTO RICO MORE
THAN FROM ANYWHERE
ELSE IN THE WORLD,
537 01:29:29:24 --:--:--:--
AND THEY'RE DYING.
538 01:29:31:15 --:--:--:--
THIS IS AN INCREDIBLY
MOTIVATING ISSUE FOR US TO TRY
539 01:29:35:13 --:--:--:--
TO DEVELOP A THERAPY.
540 01:29:38:09 --:--:--:--
[WOMAN SPEAKING SPANISH]
541 01:29:39:27 --:--:--:--
Gahl: WE NEED 15
MORE PATIENTS IN ORDER
FOR US TO DO THIS STUDY
542 01:29:43:13 --:--:--:--
AND DETERMINE IF PIRFENIDONE
IS THE TREATMENT THAT SHOULD
543 01:29:46:09 --:--:--:--
BE GIVEN TO ALL HPS PATIENTS
WHO HAVE LUNG DISEASE.
544 01:29:49:24 --:--:--:--
WE'VE DEDICATED ABOUT A DECADE
OF OUR LIVES TOWARDS THIS,
545 01:29:54:15 --:--:--:--
AND WE PLAN TO DEDICATE
MORE TIME AND EFFORT
TOWARDS THIS GOAL.
546 01:30:00:06 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
DR. GAHL--I REMEMBER HIM
TELLING ME WHEN WE FIRST
547 01:30:02:20 --:--:--:--
STARTED THE PROTOCOL
THAT OFTENTIMES, FOUNDERS
548 01:30:05:23 --:--:--:--
OF DISEASE GROUPS DON'T REAP
THE BENEFITS OF THE FINDINGS.
549 01:30:12:00 --:--:--:--
AND I REMEMBER THINKING,
"WHAT, WAS I, LIKE, SMILING
550 01:30:15:04 --:--:--:--
TOO MUCH TODAY FOR YOU?"
551 01:30:16:19 --:--:--:--
HA HA!
552 01:30:18:16 --:--:--:--
SO HE HAS THIS WONDERFUL SENSE
AND WAY OF BRINGING YOU KIND
553 01:30:21:26 --:--:--:--
OF INTO REALITY THAT,
YOU KNOW, YOU DON'T KNOW
554 01:30:25:27 --:--:--:--
WHETHER WE'LL BE ABLE
TO FIX THIS BY THEN.
555 01:30:29:22 --:--:--:--
AND THAT'S SUCH
A RIGHT THING TO DO.
556 01:30:34:11 --:--:--:--
I THINK OFFERING PEOPLE FALSE
HOPES IS NOT A GOOD THING,
557 01:30:40:21 01:30:47:14
BUT THE HOPE OF THE
SEARCH IS SO NECESSARY.
558 01:30:49:04 01:30:50:21
NICE TO MEET YOU.
559 01:30:55:18 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
THE THING I CAN'T DO IS TO
GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT THINKING
560 01:30:59:21 --:--:--:--
THAT I MISSED SOMEBODY
OUT THERE THAT NEEDS US.
561 01:31:04:02 --:--:--:--
I NEED TO FIND THEM.
562 01:31:05:26 --:--:--:--
I NEED TO TRY TO HELP
THEM ALL, AND WE NEED TO
563 01:31:08:25 --:--:--:--
FIND A CURE.
564 01:31:12:05 --:--:--:--
IT'S REALLY QUITE AMAZING AND
REALLY INSPIRATIONAL TO ME TO
565 01:31:15:24 --:--:--:--
SEE THE NUMBER OF PATIENTS,
NOT JUST WITH HPS
566 01:31:18:03 --:--:--:--
BUT WITH OTHER RARE DISORDERS,
WHO COME TO US AND SAY,
567 01:31:22:18 --:--:--:--
"I KNOW THAT NOTHING
CAN BE DONE FOR ME."
568 01:31:25:11 --:--:--:--
THEY LITERALLY SAY THIS,
AND THEY KNOW THEY'RE
569 01:31:27:01 --:--:--:--
GOING TO DIE.
570 01:31:28:16 --:--:--:--
THEY KNOW THEY'RE GOING TO DIE
IN 2 YEARS, OR THEY'RE GOING
571 01:31:30:11 --:--:--:--
TO DIE IN 6 YEARS OR SOME
SUCH, BECAUSE THEY'VE SEEN IT
572 01:31:33:06 --:--:--:--
IN OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS,
AND THEY SAY, "I KNOW THIS IS
573 01:31:35:26 --:--:--:--
"GOING TO HAPPEN, BUT I WANT
TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE
574 01:31:37:13 --:--:--:--
ELSE," OR, "I WANT TO DO
SOMETHING BECAUSE I KNOW MY
575 01:31:40:20 --:--:--:--
DAUGHTER MIGHT HAVE THIS,
AND SHE'S ONLY 10."
576 01:31:44:03 --:--:--:--
THEY SAY THESE THINGS,
AND IT'S TRUE.
577 01:31:46:21 --:--:--:--
THEY HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING OF
THAT, IN THE SAME SENSE THAT
578 01:31:50:01 --:--:--:--
WE HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING THAT
IF WE HAVE TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO
579 01:31:53:22 --:--:--:--
A PARTICULAR INDIVIDUAL
WITH A DISORDER THAT WE'RE
REALLY HELPING
580 01:32:00:00 --:--:--:--
INDIVIDUALS IN THE
FUTURE OVER THIS.
581 01:32:03:05 --:--:--:--
WE SHOULD START
WITH JUST ASKING HIM
IF HE'S ALREADY
582 01:32:06:16 --:--:--:--
BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH HPS.
583 01:32:08:07 --:--:--:--
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
584 01:32:10:16 --:--:--:--
NO.
585 01:32:11:25 --:--:--:--
WHAT WE WANT TO
TALK ABOUT IS YOUR
PULMONARY FUNCTION
586 01:32:15:21 --:--:--:--
BECAUSE I'M STRONGLY
SUSPICIOUS THAT YOU
DO HAVE HPS.
587 01:32:19:18 01:32:21:12
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
588 01:32:34:01 --:--:--:--
Donna: THIS IS
ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.
589 01:32:35:23 --:--:--:--
Woman:
I KNOW.
590 01:32:37:00 --:--:--:--
I KIND OF FEEL SAD, IN A WAY,
EVEN THOUGH IT'S
591 01:32:39:19 --:--:--:--
SO SUCCESSFUL, BECAUSE THERE'S
SO MUCH I WANT TO GIVE THEM.
592 01:32:42:09 --:--:--:--
SO MANY PEOPLE THAT
NEED HELP.
593 01:32:43:21 --:--:--:--
AND SO MANY PEOPLE
TO TAKE CARE OF.
594 01:32:46:04 --:--:--:--
SO WHILE I'M STANDING HERE
SAYING, "OH, MY GOD, ISN'T
595 01:32:48:07 --:--:--:--
THIS GREAT, WE HAVE SO MANY
PEOPLE," MY HEART IS BREAKING
596 01:32:51:09 01:32:55:13
BECAUSE THERE ARE SO
MANY PEOPLE WITH HPS.
597 01:33:13:08 --:--:--:--
Donna: I'M KIND OF NERVOUS.
598 01:33:14:14 --:--:--:--
WE'RE HERE IN THE BRONX,
TRYING TO HAVE A DAY
599 01:33:18:18 --:--:--:--
OF OUTREACH, AND I
REALLY AM WORRIED.
600 01:33:21:14 --:--:--:--
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS IS
GOING TO WORK, WHETHER IT'S
601 01:33:24:19 --:--:--:--
GOING TO WORK, BUT THIS IS A
NEIGHBORHOOD THAT'S WORTH IT.
602 01:33:27:29 --:--:--:--
IT'S A VERY PUERTO RICAN
NEIGHBORHOOD, AND THIS IS THE
603 01:33:31:18 --:--:--:--
COMMUNITY THAT WE'RE AFTER.
604 01:33:34:23 --:--:--:--
THEN NOBODY EVEN KNOWS
THAT YOU SHORT-SHEETED
YOUR TABLECLOTH.
605 01:33:37:23 --:--:--:--
LOOK AT THAT.
606 01:33:39:06 --:--:--:--
I'M CERTAINLY
PREPARED TO SERVE
BREAKFAST TO ALMOST ALL
607 01:33:42:14 --:--:--:--
OF THE BRONX, AND THERE'S
NOBODY HERE YET, SO I'M KIND
608 01:33:45:29 --:--:--:--
OF WORRIED, AND YOU
JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST.
609 01:33:51:14 --:--:--:--
Donna: OH, HEATHER.
610 01:33:52:29 01:33:54:21
OH, DONNA.
611 01:34:00:20 --:--:--:--
DID YOU GET
A DOUGHNUT?
612 01:34:01:22 --:--:--:--
I WILL NOW.
613 01:34:02:23 --:--:--:--
OK.
614 01:34:03:24 --:--:--:--
HA HA HA!
615 01:34:05:04 --:--:--:--
THERE'S PLENTY.
616 01:34:06:22 --:--:--:--
DO YOU HAVE ANY
HANDOUTS, PAMPHLETS?
617 01:34:08:10 --:--:--:--
SURE.
618 01:34:10:09 --:--:--:--
WE HAVE PAMPHLETS
RIGHT OVER HERE.
619 01:34:12:05 --:--:--:--
HOW ARE YOU?
GOOD MORNING.
620 01:34:13:06 --:--:--:--
GOOD MORNING.
621 01:34:15:05 01:34:17:08
[MANY PEOPLE TALKING AT ONCE]
622 01:34:20:12 --:--:--:--
...BECAUSE HPS IS ONE OF
THE MOST COMMON GENETIC
DISORDERS AMONG PEOPLE
623 01:34:24:13 --:--:--:--
OF PUERTO RICAN
BACKGROUND.
624 01:34:27:19 --:--:--:--
I HAVE A COUSIN.
625 01:34:28:21 --:--:--:--
A COUSIN.
626 01:34:29:21 --:--:--:--
YEAH.
HE'S 24 YEARS OLD.
627 01:34:31:06 --:--:--:--
DOES HE LIVE
IN THE AREA?
628 01:34:33:04 --:--:--:--
HE LIVES IN NEW JERSEY.
629 01:34:35:06 --:--:--:--
AND HE HAS ALBINISM.
630 01:34:36:29 --:--:--:--
YEAH.
631 01:34:38:09 --:--:--:--
DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING
ABOUT HERMANSKY-PUDLAK
SYNDROME?
632 01:34:40:28 --:--:--:--
NO.
633 01:34:42:15 --:--:--:--
IT'S MY FIRST TIME
TO SEE THIS.
634 01:34:44:10 --:--:--:--
OH, FIRST TIME FOR
YOU TO SEE THIS?
635 01:34:47:16 --:--:--:--
ONE OF THE THINGS TO LOOK FOR
IS WHAT'S CALLED NYSTAGMUS,
636 01:34:51:04 --:--:--:--
WHICH IS THIS FUNNY LITTLE
WIGGLING OF THE EYES.
637 01:34:53:04 --:--:--:--
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN SEE,
MY EYES KIND OF HAVE THIS
638 01:34:55:15 --:--:--:--
INVOLUNTARY MOVEMENT.
639 01:34:57:06 --:--:--:--
BECAUSE MY MOM HAS IT.
640 01:34:59:01 --:--:--:--
YOUR MOM HAS HPS?
641 01:35:00:03 --:--:--:--
YES.
642 01:35:01:29 --:--:--:--
[INDISTINCT]
643 01:35:04:11 --:--:--:--
IT'S OK.
644 01:35:05:24 --:--:--:--
ALL MY BROTHER AND
SISTER DON'T HAVE IT.
DON'T HAVE.
645 01:35:10:19 --:--:--:--
DAPPELL@HPSNETWORK.ORG.
646 01:35:13:05 01:35:14:23
LET'S YOU AND ME EMAIL.
OK.
647 01:35:20:05 --:--:--:--
MY HPS HASN'T NECESSARILY
GOTTEN WORSE, BUT I'M HAVING
648 01:35:25:02 --:--:--:--
MORE FREQUENT PROBLEMS,
AND BECAUSE OF THE FREQUENCY
649 01:35:28:15 --:--:--:--
OF THOSE PROBLEMS, I'VE
HAD TO QUIT WORKING.
650 01:35:30:24 --:--:--:--
I QUIT WORKING IN OCTOBER,
AND IT'S NOW MARCH.
651 01:35:35:19 --:--:--:--
IT'S KIND OF FUNNY BECAUSE I
THOUGHT THAT WHEN THE DAY CAME
652 01:35:38:08 --:--:--:--
THAT I'D HAVE TO QUIT WORKING
FOR A WHILE, I THOUGHT I'D BE
653 01:35:41:06 --:--:--:--
REALLY SICK.
654 01:35:42:17 --:--:--:--
I THOUGHT MAYBE I'D BE ON
OXYGEN OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT,
655 01:35:46:05 --:--:--:--
BUT THE SORT OF NAGGING
FREQUENCY OF THE ONGOING
656 01:35:50:26 --:--:--:--
ISSUES EVENTUALLY REALLY
STARTED TO TAKE THEIR TOLL
657 01:35:53:15 --:--:--:--
AT MY JOB.
658 01:35:55:26 --:--:--:--
FOR ONE THING, MISSING SO
MUCH WORK TO GO TO NIH--
659 01:35:59:03 --:--:--:--
EFFECTIVELY, IT WAS COSTING
ME 3 WEEKS OF WORK A YEAR.
660 01:36:03:05 --:--:--:--
PLUS, ON TOP OF THAT, BECAUSE
I'M LEGALLY BLIND, I CAN'T
661 01:36:06:07 --:--:--:--
DRIVE, AND THERE'S NOT
REALLY GREAT PUBLIC TRANSIT
662 01:36:08:26 --:--:--:--
WHERE I LIVE.
663 01:36:10:10 --:--:--:--
SO A 15-MINUTE DOCTOR'S
APPOINTMENT CAN EASILY TAKE ME
664 01:36:13:03 --:--:--:--
AN ENTIRE DAY TO ACCOMPLISH BY
THE TIME I EITHER TAKE A CAB,
665 01:36:16:10 --:--:--:--
TAKE 2 OR 3 BUSES, CHANGE
BUSES TO GET TO AND FROM
666 01:36:19:28 --:--:--:--
A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT,
AND I WORKED IN JOURNALISM
667 01:36:22:29 --:--:--:--
AND HAD DEADLINES.
668 01:36:25:12 01:36:26:25
OOPS.
669 01:36:28:27 --:--:--:--
EVENTUALLY, THE WORKLOAD AT
WORK WAS INCREASING, AND I WAS
670 01:36:34:06 --:--:--:--
STRUGGLING TO KEEP UP WITH
WHERE I WAS AND FELT LIKE IT
671 01:36:37:20 --:--:--:--
JUST WASN'T WORKING OUT,
SO I PURSUED GOING
672 01:36:42:02 --:--:--:--
ON DISABILITY.
673 01:36:43:29 --:--:--:--
I'M GOOD.
HOW ARE YOU?
674 01:36:45:04 --:--:--:--
PRETTY GOOD.
675 01:36:46:19 --:--:--:--
Heather, voice-over: I FILED
FOR SOCIAL SECURITY.
676 01:36:48:02 --:--:--:--
I'M STILL WAITING ON THAT.
677 01:36:49:14 --:--:--:--
SO RIGHT NOW, I HAVE NO
INCOME, AND I'M PAYING $450
678 01:36:54:15 --:--:--:--
A MONTH COBRA, PLUS MY
MEDICATIONS RUN BETWEEN $400
679 01:36:59:11 --:--:--:--
AND $600 A MONTH.
680 01:37:01:29 --:--:--:--
SO RIGHT NOW, I'M LIVING ON MY
RETIREMENT SAVINGS, AND I HAVE
681 01:37:06:12 --:--:--:--
ENOUGH MAYBE FOR THE NEXT
MONTH OR TWO, AND THEN...I
682 01:37:11:00 --:--:--:--
DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN.
683 01:37:12:10 01:37:16:19
I'LL HAVE TO MOVE IN WITH
SOME FAMILY OR...SOMETHING.
684 01:37:32:19 --:--:--:--
YOU KNOW, I'M A LITTLE BIT
NERVOUS, JUST BECAUSE I
685 01:37:34:23 --:--:--:--
HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN A WHILE,
AND IT'S BEEN SINCE
686 01:37:42:10 01:37:44:04
THE SUMMER.
687 01:37:51:22 --:--:--:--
IT'S NOT AS COLD AS I
THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.
688 01:37:53:16 01:37:54:29
NO?
689 01:38:00:25 --:--:--:--
Mervin, voice-over:
WE HAVE A COUPLE
OF THINGS PLANNED.
690 01:38:03:18 --:--:--:--
WE HAVE A MUSICAL PLANNED.
691 01:38:05:10 --:--:--:--
WE HAVE HOPES TO GO TO
A RESTAURANT WHERE
692 01:38:08:08 --:--:--:--
THE WAITERS SING.
693 01:38:10:03 --:--:--:--
Ashley, voice-over: SO
WE'RE GOING TO GO SEE THE
STATUE OF LIBERTY, AND WE'RE
694 01:38:13:04 --:--:--:--
GOING TO DINNER, AND WE'RE
PROBABLY GOING TO GO TO
695 01:38:15:11 --:--:--:--
CENTRAL PARK,
I THINK, TOO.
696 01:38:17:25 --:--:--:--
OH, MY GOSH!
YOU'RE SO COLD!
697 01:38:19:17 --:--:--:--
Mervin, voice-over: I
JUST WANTED TO GIVE THE BOTH
OF US A CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW
698 01:38:22:07 --:--:--:--
EACH OTHER BETTER AND TO
SPEND A LITTLE MORE TIME.
699 01:38:26:18 --:--:--:--
Man: WE WERE CONCERNED ABOUT THE
LOGISTICS OF THE WHOLE THING
700 01:38:28:27 --:--:--:--
AND HOW THEY WERE GOING
TO GET AROUND.
701 01:38:30:29 --:--:--:--
MERVIN THOUGHT HE WAS
JUST GOING TO COME UP HERE
702 01:38:32:18 --:--:--:--
AND WHISK ASHLEY AWAY AND
THE TWO OF THEM DO THE CITY
703 01:38:36:29 --:--:--:--
AND ALL THAT STUFF,
SO WE HAD TO MAKE SOME
704 01:38:38:26 --:--:--:--
ADJUSTMENTS THERE.
705 01:38:40:17 --:--:--:--
WHAT IS THIS?
50th?
706 01:38:42:05 --:--:--:--
YES.
707 01:38:43:25 --:--:--:--
Richard, voice-over:
TWO LEGALLY BLIND PEOPLE
RUNNING AROUND THE CITY COULD
708 01:38:45:11 --:--:--:--
BE A PROBLEM.
709 01:38:47:10 --:--:--:--
[HORN HONKS]
710 01:38:48:14 --:--:--:--
WATCH OUT, WATCH OUT.
711 01:38:50:10 --:--:--:--
Richard, voice-over:
SO WE KIND OF TAILORED THAT
A LITTLE BIT, AND WE'RE KIND
712 01:38:53:03 --:--:--:--
OF AROUND IN THE BACKGROUND.
713 01:38:55:10 --:--:--:--
ARE YOU TAKING
PICTURES OF US?
714 01:38:56:14 --:--:--:--
NO. I'M GOING TO HAVE
A PICTURE OF MYSELF.
715 01:38:59:10 01:39:02:08
WHOO!
716 01:39:07:02 --:--:--:--
Ashley, voice-over:
I'M ABLE TO TALK TO HIM
ABOUT ANYTHING, PRETTY MUCH.
717 01:39:11:07 --:--:--:--
IF WE CONTINUE ON IN OUR
RELATIONSHIP AND EVERYTHING,
718 01:39:14:14 --:--:--:--
YOU KNOW, THERE'S A LOT
OF DECISIONS THAT WE'RE
719 01:39:17:11 --:--:--:--
DEFINITELY GOING TO FACE
IN TERMS OF THINKING
720 01:39:19:20 --:--:--:--
ABOUT WANTING TO
HAVE A CHILD OR NOT.
721 01:39:23:28 --:--:--:--
Mervin, voice-over:
IT'S NOT, WE CAN'T HAVE
CHILDREN, SO WE CAN'T HAVE
722 01:39:27:03 --:--:--:--
A RELATIONSHIP.
723 01:39:28:07 --:--:--:--
IT'S NOT QUITE THAT EXTREME.
724 01:39:30:24 --:--:--:--
IT'S, WE BOTH
HAVE THE SAME HPS.
725 01:39:33:27 --:--:--:--
OK. WHAT ARE WE GOING
TO DO ABOUT IT?
726 01:39:36:00 01:39:37:24
YES.
YES.
727 01:39:41:22 --:--:--:--
Ashley, voice-over:
WE ALWAYS KEEP IT,
LIKE, IN THE BACK OF OUR
728 01:39:44:06 --:--:--:--
MINDS, YOU KNOW?
729 01:39:46:05 --:--:--:--
IT'S JUST GOING THROUGH THE
GOOD AND THE BAD TOGETHER,
730 01:39:49:14 --:--:--:--
AND I THINK IT'S KIND OF
LIKE THE SAME IN ALL OTHER
731 01:39:51:18 --:--:--:--
RELATIONSHIPS, TOO.
732 01:39:54:18 --:--:--:--
HOLD STILL!
733 01:39:55:22 --:--:--:--
I'M TRYING.
734 01:39:56:26 --:--:--:--
OK. THERE. GO.
735 01:39:58:19 01:39:59:27
I GOT IT.
736 01:40:00:27 --:--:--:--
HA HA!
737 01:40:02:16 --:--:--:--
OK.
738 01:40:05:25 --:--:--:--
HOW ARE WE DOING
WITH THE BLOOD?
739 01:40:07:12 --:--:--:--
IT'S GOING VERY WELL.
740 01:40:09:02 --:--:--:--
Gahl, voice-over: WE
NEEDED TO TRY TO GET 40
INDIVIDUALS ENROLLED, AND WE
741 01:40:12:17 --:--:--:--
WANTED TO DO THAT OVER
THE COURSE OF A YEAR.
742 01:40:14:16 --:--:--:--
IT TURNS OUT IT TOOK US
WELL OVER 3 YEARS TO GET 35
743 01:40:18:17 01:40:20:29
INDIVIDUALS INVOLVED.
744 01:40:23:25 --:--:--:--
BUT WE WERE ALLOWED TO DO AN
INTERIM ANALYSIS OF THE DATA,
745 01:40:27:10 --:--:--:--
HOW WELL WERE THE PATIENTS
DOING, APPROXIMATELY ONE YEAR
746 01:40:31:08 --:--:--:--
AFTER 30 INDIVIDUALS HAD BEEN
ENROLLED, AND THAT INTERIM
747 01:40:34:28 --:--:--:--
ANALYSIS INDICATED THERE WOULD
NEVER BE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
748 01:40:41:01 --:--:--:--
THE PIRFENIDONE-TREATED AND
THE NON-TREATED INDIVIDUALS,
749 01:40:45:03 --:--:--:--
AND FUTILITY IS A CAUSE
TO STOP THE TRIAL.
750 01:40:50:14 --:--:--:--
WHEN WE SAW THOSE
NUMBERS, IT WAS,
751 01:40:52:20 --:--:--:--
IN MANY RESPECTS,
HEARTBREAKING--NOT JUST
752 01:40:55:02 01:40:58:10
HEARTBREAKING FOR ME,
BUT FOR OUR ENTIRE TEAM.
753 01:41:00:21 --:--:--:--
I HAD TO MAKE A CALL TO
DONNA TO TELL HER THAT.
754 01:41:05:03 --:--:--:--
I DIDN'T KNOW EXACTLY HOW
I WAS GOING TO DO THIS.
755 01:41:09:03 --:--:--:--
WHEN I GOT THE CALL AND
LISTENED TO WHAT DR. GAHL SAID,
756 01:41:12:08 01:41:16:19
I WAS KIND OF, LIKE, JUST
KIND OF NOT PREPARED.
757 01:41:19:16 --:--:--:--
I GUESS THE THING THAT HIT
ME THE MOST WAS, WHAT
758 01:41:22:13 --:--:--:--
ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE BEING
TREATED WITH PIRFENIDONE,
759 01:41:25:13 --:--:--:--
AND THEN THINKING ABOUT
THE PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST
760 01:41:27:22 --:--:--:--
IN THE TRIAL, AND EVEN IF
THEY'RE ON PLACEBO, I THINK
761 01:41:31:14 --:--:--:--
THAT, YOU KNOW, THAT HOPE
IS MEDICATION IN ITSELF.
762 01:41:36:03 --:--:--:--
JUST BEING PART OF
THE TRIAL IS HELPFUL.
763 01:41:38:25 --:--:--:--
SO, YOU KNOW, JUST THE THOUGHT
OF HAVING TO TELL EVERYBODY
764 01:41:44:08 --:--:--:--
AND HAVE THE DRUG TAKEN AWAY
WAS JUST HEART-WRENCHING.
765 01:41:49:25 --:--:--:--
WE HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS
BECAUSE PIRFENIDONE HAD TO BE
766 01:41:52:15 --:--:--:--
TESTED IN THIS GROUP
OF INDIVIDUALS.
767 01:41:55:23 --:--:--:--
SO ONE HAS TO TAKE THE
PHILOSOPHICAL VIEW, OR ELSE
768 01:42:00:10 --:--:--:--
ONE BECOMES REASONABLY
DEPRESSED ABOUT CONTINUING.
769 01:42:04:21 --:--:--:--
AND I HAD TO ACTUALLY ASK HIM--
770 01:42:07:14 --:--:--:--
AND I WAS SO SCARED TO--
771 01:42:09:05 --:--:--:--
I'M LIKE, WHAT DOES THIS
MEAN FOR OUR FUTURE
772 01:42:10:29 --:--:--:--
AND DRUG THERAPY?
773 01:42:13:13 --:--:--:--
AND I GOT PRETTY MUCH THE
ANSWER I WAS EXPECTING,
774 01:42:17:23 --:--:--:--
BUT NOT EXACTLY THE
ANSWER I WANTED.
775 01:42:21:14 --:--:--:--
WE'RE NOT REALLY AT A STAGE
WHERE WE CAN PROPOSE ANOTHER
776 01:42:25:23 --:--:--:--
CLINICAL TRIAL--AT LEAST
I DON'T FEEL THAT WAY.
777 01:42:28:20 --:--:--:--
WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH
PROSPECTS IN THAT REGARD.
778 01:42:33:00 --:--:--:--
AND THAT WAS A KILLER.
779 01:42:36:07 --:--:--:--
BUT HE TRULY COMFORTED ME
BY SAYING, WE'RE NOT
780 01:42:40:04 --:--:--:--
TURNING OUR BACK.
781 01:42:41:12 --:--:--:--
THIS KIND OF GIVES US MORE
TIME TO REFOCUS OUR ENERGY
782 01:42:46:08 --:--:--:--
IN THE LABORATORY AND LOOK
FOR A MORE FOCUSED THERAPY.
783 01:42:50:02 --:--:--:--
I KNOW YOUR LEGS MUST BE
KILLING YOU RIGHT NOW.
784 01:42:51:25 --:--:--:--
YOU'RE DOING FINE,
THOUGH.
785 01:42:53:02 --:--:--:--
YOU'RE DOING GREAT.
786 01:42:54:04 01:42:56:00
TRY TO KEEP IT UP
IF YOU CAN.
787 01:42:58:16 --:--:--:--
Heather, voice-over:
IT DID CATCH US COMPLETELY
BY SURPRISE, AND I
788 01:43:01:02 --:--:--:--
WAS DEVASTATED.
789 01:43:02:11 --:--:--:--
FOR LIKE 3 DAYS, I DIDN'T
WANT TO GET OUT OF BED.
790 01:43:04:04 --:--:--:--
IT WAS JUST...IT WAS
TOTALLY DEVASTATING.
791 01:43:08:04 --:--:--:--
[TELEPHONE RINGS]
792 01:43:09:06 --:--:--:--
HELLO.
793 01:43:10:07 --:--:--:--
HI, HEATHER.
794 01:43:11:07 --:--:--:--
IT'S KEVIN O'BRIEN FROM NIH.
795 01:43:12:07 --:--:--:--
HEY. HOW ARE
YOU DOING?
796 01:43:13:29 --:--:--:--
OK. GOOD. YOU?
797 01:43:15:02 --:--:--:--
I'M GREAT.
798 01:43:16:16 --:--:--:--
HEATHER, I'M CALLING YOU TO
UPDATE YOU ON THE PIRFENIDONE
799 01:43:19:04 --:--:--:--
TRIAL AND ALSO TO REVEAL YOUR
TREATMENT GROUP ASSIGNMENT.
800 01:43:23:02 --:--:--:--
YOU HAD A TWO-THIRD CHANCE
OF BEING ON PIRFENIDONE
801 01:43:26:02 --:--:--:--
AND A ONE-THIRD CHANCE
OF BEING ON PLACEBO.
802 01:43:30:00 --:--:--:--
HEATHER, YOU WERE
RANDOMIZED TO RECEIVE PLACEBO.
803 01:43:33:26 --:--:--:--
OH, WOW.
804 01:43:35:12 --:--:--:--
AND THAT IS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN
TAKING SINCE THE BEGINNING
805 01:43:37:29 --:--:--:--
OF THE TRIAL.
806 01:43:40:20 --:--:--:--
OK.
807 01:43:41:29 --:--:--:--
SO KEVIN CALLED ME
THIS AFTERNOON FROM NIH,
AND I WAS
808 01:43:45:02 --:--:--:--
INDEED ON PLACEBO
THE WHOLE TIME.
809 01:43:47:01 --:--:--:--
REALLY?
810 01:43:48:11 --:--:--:--
OH, INTERESTING.
811 01:43:49:28 --:--:--:--
SO WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
812 01:43:51:14 --:--:--:--
THAT MEANS I WAS TAKING A
SUGAR PILL THE WHOLE TIME.
813 01:43:53:15 --:--:--:--
HA HA HA!
814 01:43:54:15 --:--:--:--
I KNOW THAT, BUT
DOES THAT MEAN--
815 01:43:55:15 --:--:--:--
I THOUGHT I WAS ON IT.
816 01:43:57:23 --:--:--:--
I REALLY DID.
817 01:43:59:13 --:--:--:--
YEAH, YEAH.
818 01:44:02:04 --:--:--:--
DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL
KIND OF PISSED, THOUGH?
819 01:44:04:13 --:--:--:--
NOT REALLY BECAUSE THE WAY
I KIND OF FIGURE IT IS,
820 01:44:09:22 --:--:--:--
I'VE BEEN PRETTY STABLE.
821 01:44:11:03 --:--:--:--
MY FUNCTIONS WENT UP
WHEN I WAS THINKING
I WAS GETTING THE
822 01:44:14:17 --:--:--:--
DRUG, SO THAT MAKES
ME WONDER WHAT THAT
WAS ALL ABOUT,
823 01:44:17:03 --:--:--:--
BUT THEY'VE FALLEN AGAIN,
BUT THEY'VE FALLEN TO WHERE
824 01:44:20:19 --:--:--:--
THEY WERE WHEN I ENTERED THE
TRIAL, SO TECHNICALLY, I'M
825 01:44:22:19 --:--:--:--
IN THE SAME SPOT I WAS IN 3
YEARS AGO, WHICH WE DIDN'T
826 01:44:26:10 --:--:--:--
THINK WAS GOING TO HAPPEN.
827 01:44:27:18 --:--:--:--
WE THOUGHT IT WOULD PROGRESS,
SO THAT'S GOOD.
828 01:44:31:00 --:--:--:--
SHALL WE POP
ONE OPEN?
829 01:44:32:11 --:--:--:--
YEAH. LET'S POP ONE OPEN.
830 01:44:33:18 --:--:--:--
HA HA!
831 01:44:34:25 --:--:--:--
NO. I DON'T
KNOW WHAT
IT IS. IT'S SILLY.
832 01:44:36:13 --:--:--:--
THAT'S WHAT WAS IN IT.
833 01:44:37:14 --:--:--:--
TASTE IT.
834 01:44:40:16 --:--:--:--
UH-OH.
835 01:44:42:28 --:--:--:--
TASTES LIKE FLOUR TO ME.
836 01:44:43:28 --:--:--:--
I DON'T TASTE ANYTHING.
837 01:44:45:05 --:--:--:--
MAYBE THERE'S BAKING SODA
IN THERE OR SOMETHING.
838 01:44:47:21 --:--:--:--
I GUESS IT REALLY WAS
ALL IN MY HEAD.
839 01:44:49:03 --:--:--:--
HA HA HA!
840 01:45:01:13 --:--:--:--
Donna: SO, HERE WE GO.
841 01:45:02:27 --:--:--:--
THIS IS THE 17th
ANNUAL CONFERENCE.
842 01:45:05:07 --:--:--:--
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
843 01:45:06:11 --:--:--:--
17 YEARS WE'VE BEEN
DOING THIS SHINDIG.
844 01:45:08:29 01:45:11:03
[APPLAUSE]
845 01:45:16:08 --:--:--:--
SO WE HAVE A THEME
EVERY YEAR, RIGHT?
846 01:45:20:10 --:--:--:--
AND THIS YEAR OUR THEME IS
TO BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS--
847 01:45:23:29 --:--:--:--
OUR DREAM OF NIH AND THE CURE,
AND IT'S ALL OF THE DREAMS
848 01:45:28:04 --:--:--:--
THAT WE THINK ABOUT IN OUR
COMMUNITY, SO IT'S IMPORTANT
849 01:45:32:16 --:--:--:--
TO BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS,
AND THAT'S WHAT WE'RE GOING TO
850 01:45:35:26 --:--:--:--
CELEBRATE THIS NEXT
COUPLE OF DAYS.
851 01:45:39:10 --:--:--:--
THE HPS RESEARCH
PIRFENIDONE TRIAL--
852 01:45:42:28 --:--:--:--
I'D HOPED TO KIND OF BE SAD
FOR A MINUTE AND FEEL BAD
853 01:45:47:02 --:--:--:--
ABOUT IT A LITTLE
BIT AND MOVE ON.
854 01:45:52:20 --:--:--:--
AND QUITE FRANKLY, IF I
WAS ONE OF THE PERSONS
855 01:45:56:25 --:--:--:--
ON THE TRIAL TAKING THE DRUG,
I'M NOT EVEN EXACTLY SURE
856 01:46:01:06 --:--:--:--
HOW I'D FEEL.
857 01:46:04:11 --:--:--:--
AND I CONGRATULATE, COMMEND,
AND I'M SO IN AWE
858 01:46:11:04 --:--:--:--
OF THE PEOPLE WHO WERE IN THAT
TRIAL, WHO WORKED REALLY HARD,
859 01:46:15:07 --:--:--:--
AND THANK YOU ON BEHALF OF MY
FAMILY AND THE HPS NETWORK.
860 01:46:19:27 --:--:--:--
GOD BLESS YOU.
861 01:46:20:29 01:46:23:02
[APPLAUSE]
862 01:46:28:09 01:46:31:05
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
863 01:46:45:19 --:--:--:--
I MET MY HUSBAND HERE AT
THE CONFERENCE, AND WE
864 01:46:47:16 --:--:--:--
GOT MARRIED.
865 01:46:48:26 01:46:50:20
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
866 01:46:53:00 --:--:--:--
SO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE
SINGLE, FEMALES AND MALES,
867 01:46:57:06 --:--:--:--
YOU KNOW, YOU CAN
MEET SOMEBODY HERE.
868 01:46:59:01 --:--:--:--
HA HA!
869 01:47:00:09 --:--:--:--
[APPLAUSE]
870 01:47:02:02 --:--:--:--
MY MAJOR PORTION LAST YEAR WAS
A LUNG TRANSPLANT.
871 01:47:05:22 --:--:--:--
UP TO THAT POINT, I'D BEEN ON
OXYGEN 24/7, AND IT TOOK ME,
872 01:47:12:15 --:--:--:--
LIKE, 2 MINUTES TO CLIMB
THE STEPS UP TO MY BEDROOM
873 01:47:14:26 --:--:--:--
AT NIGHT, SO...YOU KNOW,
FOLLOWING AFTER 14
874 01:47:18:25 --:--:--:--
GRANDCHILDREN, I THINK I
SHOULD GET INTO SHAPE.
875 01:47:21:03 --:--:--:--
HA HA!
876 01:47:22:08 --:--:--:--
[APPLAUSE]
877 01:47:25:07 --:--:--:--
I'M VERY HAPPY TO SAY
THAT ONE OF THE MOST
SIGNIFICANT THINGS
878 01:47:28:22 --:--:--:--
THAT HAPPENED IN
MY LIFE LAST YEAR WAS
THAT I GOT TO KNOW
879 01:47:31:07 --:--:--:--
THIS YOUNG LADY
A LOT BETTER.
880 01:47:32:24 --:--:--:--
[APPLAUSE]
881 01:47:36:07 --:--:--:--
ù TILL NOW I ALWAYS GOT
BY ON MY OWN ù
882 01:47:41:29 --:--:--:--
ù I NEVER REALLY CARED ù
883 01:47:44:05 --:--:--:--
ù UNTIL I MET YOU ù
884 01:47:48:01 --:--:--:--
ù AND NOW IT CHILLS ME
TO THE BONE ù
885 01:47:51:21 --:--:--:--
ù HOW DO I
GET YOU ALONE? ù
886 01:47:57:12 --:--:--:--
ù HOW DO I GET
YOU ALONE? ù
887 01:48:00:24 --:--:--:--
[APPLAUSE AND CHEERING]
888 01:48:02:24 01:48:05:09
[MUSIC PLAYING]
889 01:48:29:07 --:--:--:--
ù I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY LUNGS,
TOO SEXY FOR MY LUNGS LUNGS ù
890 01:48:33:20 01:48:35:29
ù GOING TO LEAVE ME ù
891 01:48:37:04 --:--:--:--
WHOO HOO!
892 01:48:38:10 --:--:--:--
WILSON STARTED TEASING ME
ABOUT DOING THIS DANCE,
893 01:48:41:06 --:--:--:--
AND SO FINALLY I SAID,
ALL RIGHT, BUDDY, IF YOU GET
894 01:48:43:09 --:--:--:--
YOUR LUNG TRANSPLANT AND MAKE
IT TO THE CONFERENCE NEXT
895 01:48:45:09 --:--:--:--
YEAR, I'LL DO THE DANCE.
896 01:48:47:00 --:--:--:--
WHOO!
897 01:48:48:06 01:48:49:17
[MUSIC PLAYING]
898 01:49:00:29 --:--:--:--
Woman: ONE OF
THE OTHER HPSers SAID,
IF YOU DO IT, I'LL GIVE $100
899 01:49:05:24 --:--:--:--
TO THE NETWORK, SO, KNOWING
THE FUNDRAISER SHE IS--
900 01:49:10:13 --:--:--:--
YEAH. I'LL DO
ANYTHING FOR MONEY.
901 01:49:12:11 --:--:--:--
HA HA HA!
902 01:49:13:27 --:--:--:--
NOT REALLY.
903 01:49:15:27 01:49:17:23
WHOO!
904 01:49:20:23 --:--:--:--
ù I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY LUNGS,
TOO SEXY FOR MY LUNGS LUNGS ù
905 01:49:25:06 --:--:--:--
ù GOING TO LEAVE ME ù
906 01:49:27:07 --:--:--:--
[MUSIC ENDS]
907 01:49:28:19 01:49:30:21
[APPLAUSE AND CHEERING]
908 01:49:39:27 --:--:--:--
LOOK AT THAT, HEATHER.
909 01:49:40:28 --:--:--:--
YOU'RE GETTING A
STANDING OVATION!
910 01:49:44:26 --:--:--:--
Heather, voice-over:
WHEN YOU FIRST GET INVOLVED,
YOU'RE TRYING TO CURE
911 01:49:47:06 --:--:--:--
YOURSELF, AND YOU'RE LOOKING
OUT--NOT THAT YOU DON'T WANT
912 01:49:50:20 --:--:--:--
TO HELP ANYBODY ELSE,
BUT YOU'RE VERY CONCERNED
913 01:49:52:21 --:--:--:--
ABOUT YOUR OWN HEALTH, AND
AS YOU GET MORE INVOLVED
914 01:49:54:17 --:--:--:--
IN THE RESEARCH AND MORE
CONNECTED TO THE COMMUNITY,
915 01:49:58:12 --:--:--:--
IT BECOMES NOT JUST ABOUT YOU,
BUT ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE,
916 01:50:01:13 --:--:--:--
AND I THINK EVERYBODY
FEELS THAT WAY.
917 01:50:04:06 01:50:05:23
THANK YOU.
918 01:50:07:23 --:--:--:--
WHAT WE WON'T
DO...
919 01:50:09:00 --:--:--:--
FOR THE CURE.
920 01:50:10:10 --:--:--:--
THAT'S RIGHT.
921 01:50:11:10 01:50:13:15
HA HA HA!
922 01:50:14:21 --:--:--:--
HELLO, EVERYBODY.
GOOD EVENING.
923 01:50:16:09 --:--:--:--
I DON'T LIKE SPEAKING IN
PUBLIC, BUT I ACTUALLY ASKED
924 01:50:19:16 --:--:--:--
TO DO THIS TONIGHT BECAUSE
TO ME, IT'S VERY IMPORTANT
925 01:50:22:17 --:--:--:--
FOR DR. GAHL.
926 01:50:25:25 --:--:--:--
I WANTED TO SPEAK TO HIM.
927 01:50:27:19 --:--:--:--
I AM THE FIRST PERSON TO
OPEN THE PROTOCOL AT THE NIH.
928 01:50:32:25 --:--:--:--
HE'S RIGHT IN FRONT
OF YOU.
929 01:50:35:11 --:--:--:--
AND I ACTUALLY--THE DRUG TRIAL
ENDED, AND THEY CALLED ME,
930 01:50:42:12 --:--:--:--
AND I WAS VERY SURPRISED
ON THE PHONE.
931 01:50:44:22 --:--:--:--
AND I WANTED YOU TO KNOW HOW
GRATEFUL I AM THAT YOU DID THE
932 01:50:50:09 --:--:--:--
PROTOCOL FOR ME, AND I WANTED
YOU AND THE NIH TO KNOW HOW
933 01:50:54:10 --:--:--:--
MUCH I APPRECIATED IT.
934 01:50:56:02 --:--:--:--
AND WHEN I HEARD THAT
THE PROTOCOL WAS CLOSED,
935 01:50:58:21 --:--:--:--
THAT NIGHT, INSTEAD
OF THINKING OF ME, I
936 01:51:01:17 --:--:--:--
THOUGHT OF YOU.
937 01:51:02:27 --:--:--:--
I SAID I WANTED DR. GAHL TO
KNOW THAT HE DID NOT LET ME
938 01:51:05:22 --:--:--:--
DOWN, AND THAT I KNOW THAT
EVEN THOUGH THE PROTOCOL HAS
939 01:51:09:29 --:--:--:--
ENDED, STILL HE'S
MY DREAM-MAKER.
940 01:51:13:14 --:--:--:--
HE'S THE PERSON...
941 01:51:14:15 --:--:--:--
[APPLAUSE]
942 01:51:15:29 --:--:--:--
THAT IS MY DREAM-MAKER,
AND YOU ARE MY HOPE.
943 01:51:21:06 --:--:--:--
THE PROTOCOL WASN'T MY HOPE.
944 01:51:23:28 --:--:--:--
YOU ARE MY HOPE, AND THE
NIH IS MY HOPE, AND I AM
945 01:51:28:10 --:--:--:--
SO BLESSED TO HAVE
YOU IN MY LIFE.
946 01:51:33:13 --:--:--:--
THIS IS PRESENTED TO YOU.
947 01:51:34:26 01:51:37:13
[APPLAUSE]
948 01:51:43:24 --:--:--:--
Gahl, voice-over: PATIENTS
AND GROUPS--IN A WAY,
THEY REALLY DON'T WANT YOU TO
949 01:51:47:18 --:--:--:--
CRY WITH THEM.
950 01:51:48:29 --:--:--:--
THEY WANT YOU TO BE THE STRONG
PERSON BECAUSE THEY KNOW THAT
951 01:51:53:16 --:--:--:--
YOU HAVE TO GO FORWARD.
952 01:51:54:19 01:51:56:24
SOMEBODY HAS TO GO FORWARD.
953 01:52:05:18 --:--:--:--
I TOOK HER TO THE
PEDIATRICIAN, AND I SAID,
954 01:52:07:17 --:--:--:--
"SHE'S GOT THESE BRUISES,"
AND HE SAID, "SHE'S ALBINO.
955 01:52:10:02 --:--:--:--
IT'S VISION.
IT'S SKIN.
956 01:52:11:14 --:--:--:--
GO AND BE WELL."
957 01:52:13:06 --:--:--:--
I BROUGHT HER BACK AGAIN.
958 01:52:14:14 --:--:--:--
"THESE BRUISES ARE--SOMETHING
IS WRONG WITH THIS."
959 01:52:16:29 --:--:--:--
AND HE SAID, "YOU'RE
A NURSE MOTHER.
960 01:52:19:14 --:--:--:--
"STOP WORRYING.
STOP READING. JUST GO."
961 01:52:22:26 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR AN
AWFULLY LONG TIME, AND I'M
962 01:52:26:00 --:--:--:--
STILL GOING TO A CLINIC IN THE
BRONX, WHERE THERE ARE SO MANY
963 01:52:30:12 --:--:--:--
PUERTO RICAN PEOPLE,
AND PHYSICIANS HAVE NEVER
964 01:52:33:08 --:--:--:--
HEARD OF THIS.
965 01:52:34:20 --:--:--:--
I MEAN,
IT'S ALMOST SAD, IN A WAY,
966 01:52:37:03 --:--:--:--
BECAUSE YET AGAIN, IT PROVES
TO ME THAT WE HAVE SO MANY
967 01:52:40:07 01:52:42:01
MOUNTAINS TO CLIMB.
968 01:52:48:04 --:--:--:--
ALBINISM.
969 01:52:49:23 --:--:--:--
PEOPLE WITH ALBINISM HAVE
VERY LIGHT SKIN, LIKE ME.
970 01:52:53:06 --:--:--:--
Donna, voice-over:
MY FEELING IS THAT THE
PROTOCOL WAS PRETTY HARD TO
971 01:52:56:07 --:--:--:--
FILL, AND THE NEXT TIME WE
EVER HAVE THAT OPPORTUNITY,
972 01:52:59:11 --:--:--:--
I WANT TO BE DOUBLE THE SIZE.
973 01:53:01:10 --:--:--:--
I NEED TO DOUBLE THE SIZE OF
THIS ORGANIZATION, AND I WANT
974 01:53:03:24 --:--:--:--
TO DO IT NOW.
975 01:53:05:13 --:--:--:--
SO IT'S KIND OF, LIKE, WILD TO
THINK THAT ANYTHING IS GOING
976 01:53:10:05 --:--:--:--
TO COME OUT OF THIS OR THAT
IT'S PRACTICAL IN ANY WAY,
977 01:53:13:09 --:--:--:--
SHAPE, OR FORM, BUT WHO SAYS
TRYING TO CURE A RARE DISEASE
978 01:53:16:29 --:--:--:--
IS ANYTHING--IS PRACTICAL?
979 01:53:19:14 01:53:23:04
I MEAN, IT'S AN
IMPOSSIBLE DREAM AT BEST.
980 01:53:24:04 --:--:--:--
SO WHY NOT?
981 01:53:25:24 01:53:29:01
LET'S JUST TRY, AND
HOPE THAT IT WORKS.
982 01:54:58:13 --:--:--:--
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